the crapy life of the shorty

special someone!

2010-02-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

Today i met Iman Matin! after so long!!! was able to snap a picture with hym! yay-ness. i'll upload it aft i get the pic(:

agree

2010-01-10T13:45:00.001+08:00

2010-01-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

brand new beginning

change.

2010-01-04T18:54:00.002+08:00

-i learn that i have no rights to say that people change. as i my self have change but i dont realize it.

-people may go behind my back and say that i've change just like what i did to them.

-maybe people change for a reason.

-maybe they have matured in another way or two.

-I'm sorry if i have ever said anyone hascos i have no rights to judge anyone like that.

forgive me hor(:

-i love each and everyone of you for what u are.

-everyone has their own colours right?

judgment.

2009-12-28T22:28:00.004+08:00

-one thing i learnt from trainers camp was not to judge someone without getting to know the person first. cause he/she may turn out to be alright(:
-another thing i learnt was that its okay to make new friends and get out of your box once in awhile(:
CAUSE:
-together we will make the world a beatiful place(:

Airi.

2009-12-28T22:02:00.001+08:00

HE WON!♥

L.O.V.E

2009-12-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

-Love is infinate

empty promises.

2009-12-17T09:19:00.003+08:00

I'm sick of empty promises.
I'm tired of getting excited for plans that would backfire last minute.
I'm done.
Please think and plan carefully before making any promises.
I'm just sick and tired of getting ditched at the last minute.
I havefeelings too people!

promises are ment to be broken.

empty-ness

2009-12-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

keep holding on

silence.

2009-12-13T15:11:00.002+08:00

everything can change.

...

2009-12-12T21:57:00.006+08:00

I'm sorry for changing.
I'm sorry we fought.
I'm sorry i can't be a good sis.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
I'm sorry it had to be this way.

goodbye

2009-11-27T08:36:00.003+08:00

hey-ho!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

in an hours time, i'll be leaving to Ibu yati's place. From there, i'll be leaving for malacca with those peeps up there! I can't wait! but at the same time i don't want to go:( hehs. currently waiting for ayah to come back from prayers. im half ready. left with my tudung onli. goodbye peeps! Doakan supaye saya selamat pergi and balek ehk.. heheh. Bye!

every second counts

Goodbye.

Spectacular!

2009-11-23T21:50:00.001+08:00

hey-ho!

His smile just melts u don't u agree? his name is Nolan Gerard Funk! his super hot! he has dimples and his smile is just soo charming! he can sing! arghh! u guys shld watch "SPECTACULAR!". its superb!! and u guys can hear his beautiful voice! aww! haha. and his muscles are huge. well taylor's ones are larger bcos of his weight. what can i say, im a sucker for muscular guys not forgetting dimples and blue eyes. well he has green but what the heck! i love green! hahah! aishyah mah!! lol

so today had dance rehearsal with suu! well we were the choreographer for this thursday's c.i.p. well we had a blast! super tired though! today hulk smsed me! i screamed with joy! lol! she's super tired! kecian dia!will be meeting her this wed and thurs then i'll be off to malacca! mummy is done packing so has dedek. i have not yet found my luggage. hehs. maybe going shopping tomoro with mummy. i blew my chances of getting new clothes on sat due to my lazy-ness. damn it. shld have followed kakak and ibu yati to vivo. i could have gotten what i wanted! pfft! aishyah so fat and dumb! hahah! this trip will be different. abg will not be following! stupid school! haiyo. boring sia! nehmind good luck with ur exams yeah?!

learn how to just let go.

HastaLaVista!

other half.

2009-11-22T21:53:00.006+08:00

hey-ho!

Today is sunday!! which mean tomorrow is Monday! Which means, my Hulk will be back from India!!! yes ah!! my hulk will be back!! i miss her liao!! now i can go eat ice cream with her and get crazy with her. yes! i can crap with her all i want! and there is still the outing with alep and hadi!! must plan!! hahah!! getting crazy alone aint fun. haha. i just can't wait! I miss my hulk!!! haha.

i find it hard to meet up with you cos u are always buzy with your stuff. ur whole calendar is packed with stuff which im not involved in any one of it. its just pissed me off. but i think im getting use to it. i get this almost every holiday. what can i do right?

just forget it.

HastaLaVista!

N.A.T

2009-11-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hey-ho!

i miss my hulk!! its been almost 3 days since she left for India! I miss her so much!! no one to turn to when im feeling sad!:( haiss.. she'll be back on monday! i can't wait! i hope she is having the best days of her life!! spending her days with ahem!:( damn jealous!!! but as long as she is happy im happy:D

So this week wasn't that bad. i went out alot! see i do have a life! :P went to watch 2012 and it was awsome but yet nonsensical! haha. u guys shld watch it!! i think i'll be pack next week too. i have CIP! yes like at last!! i want to go shopping. i'll be off to melacca on fri aft hari raya prayers. and Faizal isa is out of SINGAPORE IDOL! pfft! but iits okay. my darling Sezairi is still in!:D haha. he likes green just like me!!! haha.

I MISS NUR ATIQAH BINTE ISKANDAR!

I've washed my hands off you.

HastaLaVista!

3D!

2009-11-11T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hey-ho!

I had 3D animation for the past 3 days, and it was the bomb. clearly one of the highlights of my holidays! it wont be that fun if it wasn't for Teeq! omg she was our laughing gas! our instructor, Andy, was super funn! he was so supporting liao! even entertained nonsense!!! hahah! but criously it was superb! besides having fun, we all learnt something too. we joked and crapped while doing our work! see smart asses rite?! haha. the top picture was on of the scenes i did.. i changed the colour though.hehe. i'll show u guys the video some other time.. i got to spent 2 1/2 days with my FATFAT adik! ahahah. alep was super irritating lah but he entertained me. my adik mahh! fought with him like i nvr fought with ani guy b4. we like boxed each other and psh each other stuff like dat. even played red plate with hariz,fiqah and alep! super fun!!! haha!!! pictures will be upload once nabilah has uploaded at her blogg! hehe.. andand, I PASS MY FIRST AID EXAM! pheww!!! i will miss 3D animtion alot! i will miss andy! i love his smile sia! super cute!!! hahaha!!! teeq is the bomb!! hahah!!

i think my feelings for you has grown.

HastaLaVista!

searching.

2009-11-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hey-ho!

Nice or not the picture?
Nice rite?
Haha..
Someone did it for me.
but his ain't that nice.
he onli did the letter S.
As you can see..
and the 'yah', was editted by him.
hehe..
THANK YOU HADI!
so today had training.
damn! was i pissed off.
aft training, saw irfaan getting ready to do his runningas he had soccer trainning..
so we exchanged stupid faces at each other,
than, Kadir saw.
he gave me this annoying stare..
hey his my friend. n i have the right to do whatever i want!
ur jsut a teacher who doesn't teach! damn it!
aft that, sat at the void deck with suu..
talked to her..
had our flash backs which were hilarious!
miss sec 1!
then ahmad came..
we scared the hell out of su.
her facial expression was priceless!
hehe.. then i went home..
i have school for the whole of this week..
from today till Saturday.
oh boy!
hhaha.
i've been watching HI-5 music videos for the past 2 days.(old ones)
i miss those times.
my fave is kathleen!!
hehe.
currently watching the MV of 15 by Taylor Swift.
she is so talented+funny!
she is one of my idols! hehe.
u guys shld watch her SNL Monologue.
super funny! hehe.
MUST LIAO!!!
lol!

friend, where are you when i need you?!

HastaLAVista

still empty.

2009-11-07T22:17:00.004+08:00

Hey-ho!

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. ~Author Unknown

I WANT MY DOUBLE CHOCO!! PLS!!! somebody don't let me drink!!! well 2 somebodies..
you wanna know who? they are: NUR HADI & RADEN NUR SU'AIDAH! they claim that i've not recover. -.-' i'm well dears!!! pls?? i want it!! i'm very sad.. pls!!pls!! haiya.. u guys are making me suffer!! i wanna cry! oh yah, abg is at his GIG.. i wish hym all the best! Dude, if u win smthg u have got to give me 50%.. i lended u my jacket! pfft! hehe.. and i'll be going to malacca.. it's cnfrm. i hope. thanks ibu yati! :D I WANT MY DOUBLE CHOCO!!!! u guys are mean!!! like to bully me onli.. :(

HastaLaVista!

thanks!

2009-11-07T00:33:00.007+08:00

I LOVE NUR ATIQAH BINTE ISKANDAR VERY MUCH! Thank you for cheering me up! u really made me smile like i've nvr smiled before! I MISS YOU THE MOST TOO! you are the one who really understands me. we face the same probs and solve it together. i miss us talking otp late at night. talking craps scaring each other and gossiping abt others.. don't forget our problems! haha.. yeah i remember the 'who cares' with the hand signals! hehe... i appreciate how you care for me.. asking me if im okay whenever u sense that i'm not. im truely thankful to have met u (: thanks for being there for me everytime. (: nvr did i regret spending every minute with you! HULKS FOR LIFE! thank you for the lovely post(:

PURPLE HULK ♥ PINK HULK

empty.

2009-11-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hey-ho!

Omg!! i miss those peeps up there!! i seriously miss them.. there are more but i can't seem to find their pics.. i'll upload them once i find them.. this is one of many reasons i hate school holidays! toot! i want to go out with ATIQAH and ALIF again! i want to go out with KAMAL,MAYA,AYUNI,SU'AIDAH,AHMAD,HAZMIRA & MAISARAH again. i want to lepak with ISKANDAR,KAMAL & ATIQAH again. i want to go out with HADI,ALIF,SHARFIQAH,ATIQAH one of these days! oh gosh!! when will i be able to meet them.. everyone is busy with school.. ): people go ~~M.I.A~~ during the holidays.. damn it!! i want to meet them so badly!! people we must find a day to go out alrite?? just text me the date and time. :D hehs. missing my dudes and babes! ):

i love you, i do, but just as a best friend. hope you understand

HastaLaVista!

If I could change
the stories ending to
me and you
Don't know the meaning of
pretending what to do

CASH

2009-11-02T23:36:00.004+08:00

Hey-ho!

I'm bored so i'll update my dead blog.. but who cares.. its not like anione reads my blog aniway.. but what the hell... so an update of my life: i have been sick for the past idk how many days.. damn it.. missed the first lesson of first aid bcos of it... -.-' i've been promoted to sec 4. ALHAMDULILLAH. But my grades are well BAD! really BAD! got band from drinking double choco!!! damn it.. and i find the pic above very meaningful... it really speaks to me.. its what im feeling now... HULK likes it too.. heheh... well im searching for nice new songs for me to get addicted to... help me pls? haha... and im watching all these series such as: 90210, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, Vampire Diaries, Privileged, ect.... u guys should watch Vampirie Diaries! its some sort like Twilight.. its hard to explain.. and the peeps in the show are superr HOT!!! espcially Paul Wesley!! go and google him up! hehe... and im loving Dorothy Perkins!!! I can go crazy in the shop.. i bought 2 tops for $36!! but sadly most of the things there are expensive.. i really love this one top and it costs $66! where the hell am i suppose to get that ind of money!!! mummy asked me to start working for ibu yati so that i can get the money.... well mayb i shld... hmm. andand i need a new MP3!!! and i need it ASAP!!!! hmm.. well thats all i guess.. ouh yah! i want to buy myself a camera.. my own camera... omg!!! im so in need of cash!! i need to start to save!!! wish me luck peeps!!

im starting to miss them and it's only the beginning of holidays.. and im always missing you FRIEND.

HastaLaVista!

Open up to me
Love will set you free
If ever you believe it
Please believe in me

The Wedding.

2009-10-26T20:56:00.010+08:00

Hey-ho!
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MUHD HARIZ BIN ZAILANI!!!
MY SMALL FRIEND. WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR RESULTS!! love ya!!
(and im still waiting for my b'day present)

It has been weeks since i've updated.. been busy with life.. heh.. im lasy to summarise..hehe... so i'll just infrom u guys abt my recent event.. on 24,25 oct my cousin got married. so i had to rewang.. i ate alot!! omg!! haha.. overall it was funn.. ate alot of ice creamm. :D and me and kak look so alike.. we were like twins.. even i myself could identify who is who when i was looking at the photos. lol!!! so good luck finding me.. cousins were all in hot pink and aunts were in gold..hehe.. so till here.. enjoy the pics!

Sunday

Oh Yah!!! i met Friend today.. like at last!!! disturbed Friend while he was studying.. hehe.. biase lah.. hehe.. i miss my friend!!! must lepak with him very soon.. n not forgetting my Atok!!!! hehe

HastaLaVista!

And I am done with
your twisted symphony
The words that had
me sound like stolen poetry
I tore the pages
and I can finally breathe

Dear friend.

2009-10-08T19:55:00.003+08:00

Dear friend, i miss you.
i miss our late night conversations.
Ur crappy jokes and ur irritating noises.
i miss ur sarcasms and ur random scoldings.
i miss u talking about ur celeb crush and ur ex.
i miss fighting with you over such random stuff.
U have been busy with ur stuff for the past one month.
and now ur free im the one who is not.
im facing through manymany things,
but i just don't like to bother you.
whenever i bump into you,
i feel like pouring all my problems out.
But you are always with ur friends
and im always with mine.
Everytime, i'll have the urge to sms u,
but i know ur busy.
Dear friend, when can we be like one month ago?
I miss you.
(i hope ur reading this)

primary.

2009-09-27T21:59:00.004+08:00

hey-ho!

Just came back from my raya outing with my primary peeps. gosh i miss them. went with syakur, aqilah, jez, haziq, nabilah, adibah ans fauzi. then at ard 4++ dijah joined us. we were super hyper lah.. well aqilah and me actually. hehe. what to say. its us. got disturbed by syakur the whole day but i still syg my abg. lol. stakat 3 months gap jerr. hehe. went to syakur's house 1st followed by mine, jez, haziq, fauzi, asyraf, dijah and then nabilah. we spent like ard 1 nr at every house. well almost. gerek or what! lol. got alot alot of photos but must wait for aqilah and nabilah to upload. once up loaded i'll put it up okays? im supper tired. but i still have f&n to do. :( oh yah syakur sent me back cos i was too scared to go home haziq tagged along too. thanks aye abg. lol. aqilah and dijah are my laughing gas man.. love them to bits. i love the rest too! must plan an outing aft EOY. and this time it must happen. i don't want it to be like last 2 years when i was stuck with syakur and rhazin alone. watxching bratz(their choice). hehe but i was fun though. lol. currently smsing syakur. my amaths abg.. lol.. kk i must finish up my coursework. tata!

HastaLaVista!

editted:
oh yah i forgot abt this pic. hehe

my laughing gas..

Every time I say I'm gone
I prove me wrong
Cause I'm addicted
I'm addicted to you

Dearest.

2009-09-26T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hey-ho!

sorry for not updating yesterday. i was too tired.hehe.so started with P.E played floorball for 3 periods. Gerek or what!? Mr imran didn't come so mr bernard let us play for anothe period.i love Mr B! hehe. so scored like 2-3 goals! woho! rhen school was per normal. aft school was when all the fun-ess begin! it involved those three insanes up there! so teman-ed atok to go buy for someone something.. hehe cannot tell secret.. lol! met atok, gendeng, martin and kecik(idk his name they all call him that so i call him that also lah..) hulk temaned me cos i onli girl then i scared later i kena bully. so took 17 to whitesands. then went to buy atok's stuff. it was super kecoh i tell you. Gendeng was be disgusting. he bit the bottle wraper then he wiped it on my hand.-.-' pfft. on wednesday, he took his wet smelly p.e tshirt and put it on my arm.. like eeeww!!! kay back to yesterday, aft buying atok's stuff, we went to mac. i got bullied. :( by atok and gendeng. hulk didn't help me.. then at macD we had the time of our life. we played this game called 21. whoever got the highest number and was over 21 got to drink this special drink made by the boys. hulk and i didn't want to play at first but was forced by the boys. so i had to drink the special drink like 3 times but t wasn't that bad. hulk and gendeng got the worst mixtures. gendeng spoiled the game aft spitting the drink back into the cup. -.-' so kental! gendeng got beaten up by hulk!!really bad! gerek or what. aft that martin and kecik went home. hulk ,atok, gendeng and i took 17. hulk like leave me with the 2 boys. she go sit beside this aunty the i got to sit in between atok and gendeng at the back. i was like suffering man. gendeng on the right atok on the left. i got squashed and slapped by the twoo baboons!! bullies!!! gendeng dropped off first

then i got disturbed by atok and hulk. pfft. kay. then me and hulk went back to school for f&n and ss. blahblah. aft ss ate at bbt with D, ahmad, hulk and mai. then went home. disturbed pri school kids who were jalan raye-ing. hehe. then lepak at bus-stop with D and Ahmad till 8. then went home. so basically my friday was super fun! me and hulk wanna lepak with atok, gendeng, kecik and martin again. just tell us the date and time and we will be there! :D hehe.

HastaLaVista!

I try and try to leave but I just can't let
You go 'cause every single moment
My heart says that I just can't quit
I'm like the ending of a movie that you just don't get
I don't show up late, I never forget
You got me running circles in my head
No I can't quit, you're my bad habit

i'm back

2009-09-24T20:31:00.007+08:00

Hey-ho!

Finally! i'm back! hwhw. missed me?! lol. soory lahh. my comp broke down and my lappy's screen crack.. hehe my bad.. lol.. FIRSTLY, I WANNA SAY SORRY TO ISKANDAR, KHAIRIL, HAZIQ AND FIRDAUS FOR MAKEING YOU GUYS WAIT BUT IN THE END TAK JADY. IM SUPER SORRY. NEXT TIME KAYS. I PROMISE. Next thing i wanna wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!Ouh yah! im in love with green!!! hehe. skool is torture! im left with 1 week to E.O.Y. im not ready! Currently sitting right in front in class and i find it alot better. i can study. i mean really study. hopefully it helps.F&n is killing me. ouh god! coursework, coursework and more coursework!!! pfft! haiyoyo! i cancelled all raya outings for ss night class.. see im a good girl.. hehe. now im home alone. everyone went to mama's house for raya and im stuck at home with this stupid coursework. damn shitt. no camwhore! :(

Kay lah enjoy the raya photos of my family and mama's..
i can't help it but to get pissed when u started to scold vulgarities to my friends. they are my friends ur scolding.i've nvr did anything like that to ur friends. y must u? i don't think it's his fault. he just wanna help his friend. which human won't get angry aft wating for so long but in the end the other person doesn't show up? he has all the rights to get angry. i can't accept it alrite. pls think before u say..

What I really wanna say is you stay on my mind
And I die every time, that you're not around me
What I really wanna show you is what's in my heart
But I stop when I start, keep it locked inside me
What I really wanna do is just scream it out loud
Get the message through what I want
What I really wanna say is I love you

VFC

2009-09-05T22:03:00.004+08:00

Hey-Ho!!

here's the video i've Promised earlier on! i know the dance for the chorus!! omg!!

you guys shld try it!

ENJOY!!

PS, THIS IS ONLY THEIR REHEARSAL!

Cross country.

2009-09-05T12:14:00.006+08:00

Hey-Ho!

yesterday was cross country, so met up with hulk and suu at alice bus-to. hulk was late!!! lol.. then bussed. blahblah.. then we dk where to sto. lucky there was latiff's twin in the bus. asked hym then he said the next sto. we were suer late lor. hulk and i went to search for toilet to change but sadly we had to change in this yucky temporary toilet.. eeeww!! hulk didn't change in there. i did. and i swear i was about to cry!! then blah blah.. assemble.. then we went to our stations. as usual, the hulks were being sotongs, we walked the whole park to our station when it was onli like 0.5km away from the finishing line. we ha to carry drinks liao!!! heavy!! rthe race started and we haven't even reach our stations! we wanted to run but the drinks we super heavy. everyone started to ask us for water when we're not even the water point. pfft. then the drinks were sold out in just 2 mins. wth. so me and hulk ran to the base to find more water. damn tiring. then cheered on ppl. i pity those who were fasting liao. sch is dumb!! i was piss at D when i saw hym drinking. super pissed. benny and hariz came up to tlk to me. i said: don't talk to me. i wont talk to ppl who are not fasting. both of them were like; aishyah don't be like this ah. very sorry. or something like that. benny even told me not to be sombong to her. im not okay! im just hurt. then i asked hariz why does he care so much if u didn't talked to hym. he said its bcos im one of his close friends. awww. haha. blahblah. aft being dismissed, walked towards the bus-sto. gendeng said that im a slacker. im not! even shorty also said that. haiyo. im not. i just happened to be in a cca that needs to be there when there is sch events. too bad to you guys! sorty! ur teletubies not a slacker okay! everfyone kees on saying that liao! then we slacked for awhile thinking of where to go next and waiting for the bus-sto to be cleared. took 21 to white sands. everyone was exhuasted. took a few pics then everyone dozed off. i rested my legs on the seat infornt of me. i acted like that bus was owned by ayah like that. lol! nice leh. u guys shld do that! then reached whitesands. went to loibrary and sleep. actuali only meera and suu. mmai ahmad and me were noisy. well only me ah.. took random pics. will post it when meera has given me. then fetched fifah from sch. then reached home did my normal stuff. ayah came back and started to make noise.; abg and i was pissed at hym. damn it. then blah blah. chatted with D. D don't worry. nuthing's gonna change alrite?and im not addicted to Varsity fanclub. which i know its like way2 old but who cares! i love the way they dance i'll upload one of their video's soon. hehe. HULK! IM SUPER SORRY IF I LET OUT MY ANGER ON YOU!I DIDN'T MEAN IT. SUPER SORRY!!!! I LOVE MY PINK HULK!!!!.

enjoy the ics okay?! lol

HastaLaVista!

over the moon!

2009-09-03T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hey-ho!

I'm soo exhausted. my brain is freaking tired. guess i've been thinking too much lately. next week is holiday. staying at home helping mummy wih the kuihs!!! yes ah!! Tomoro is cross country. how stuid can our school be? its fasting month dumb! was us die isit??!!! will be doing first aid tomoro. like duhh. so today packed all the first aid stuff for tomor. went tamp mart with ain, su and naz to but the missing firt aid stuff. had fun liao! then came back. pack the kits. find my Hulk then go find teacher to put the stuff in p.E room. then went back to class. slacked for awhile with su, ain, mai, ahmad and hanis. haha. hanis my ex u knoe? lol. now we patch up back. lol! then suddenly, ain cried. i went to pujok her. stupid guys. damn it. she got her heartbroken. so agreed to go home with her. To D im super sori okay? next time. im super duper sorry!!! then walked to red block. hanis temaned us. the at alice we bid farewell to hanis. i said bye boyfriend and he relied bye girlfriend! omg. i was over the moon. lol. then talked to ain in the bus. blahblah. reached home. mummy and ayah fought. damn sad. first time sia. lazy to elaborate. i didnt even eat. lol. and now here i am in front of my laptop. and i scored 20/30 for maths!!! omg. im over the moon!!! actualli not good lah but still the best marks i've gotten so far. damn it yunie. anothe one mark i'll be the highest as well. damn it. nehmind, i won u in malay, u won me in maths. fair? lol. and ppl me and hanis have nnuthing going on okay? its just a joke. hehe. and i currently have 17 BFs. rite guys? hehe

HastaLaVista!

2F'09

2009-09-02T19:25:00.004+08:00

Hey- HO!!!

After viewing Hadi's blog, memories were being layed in my head. God! imiss 2F'09! it was the best class ever. not saying 3G isn't but i miss Irfaan soo much! i miss his nonsencial dances and small acts abt every teacher who was teaching us. i miss his dumb jokes. one time, he managed to trick us that he would be transfering to another school. omg! my heart shattered i tell u. he got a big hug from me u know!! omg.. the only bi i've ever hugged.. damn him! oh god. i miss russell, wilson, maya, syiqin and marshall!! damn. how i wish we could choose our classmates. regretted for not treasuring my sec 2 life man.. I MISS MDM FARIDAH!!! and i miss mr liao.. lol. the greatest art teacher ever.. actuali mdm Faz comes first then him.. lol.. miss those times.. no stress no niuthing. *sigh* well im greatful to be in 3G. if not for 3G i wouldnt have gotten closer to my HULK and ALIEN and D. When u win some u loose some right? haha. and i scored 42/50 for malay.. im over the moon. actuali no lah. lol.

HastaLaVista

Everyone knows its meant to be,

Falling in love just u and me,

till the end of time,

till i'm on his mind

but it's cool cause

we're just friends

Raden Nur Su'aidah

2009-09-01T19:51:00.005+08:00

Hey-Ho!!

this girl in blue chio rite?? i know!!!she is my sayang. who dare take her away from me or hurt her will get it from me! hey aishyah fierce sey!lol! but criously, touch her and u die!!! haha. Awak, thank you ehk awak for hearing out my crap. for romising me that u'll always be here till i get my new balloon. Sayang awak lah!!hehe. i love disturbing her lah sey!!! hehe. blogger siow siow ready. i want to uload ic just now cannot not can. haiyoyo. lol!

HastaLaVista!

Maths.

2009-09-01T17:39:00.008+08:00

Hey-ho!

Just finish 2 1/2 hrs of maths! pheww! at last i understand graph!!! i so hoe i wont go blank during the paper. fingers crossed! and gues what? im currently using 2 keyboards. reason being the letter 'p' on my laptop aint working. idky. so im using the wiresless keyboard just the the latter 'p'. how pathetic?! lol. okay so i wasnt in the mood to sms today. my hone is currently in my room. far far awway from me. i would check for any missed calls every 2-3 hrs or so. so if i didnt re. any of ur smses. i super duper sorrie! and to meera. i chated with u but u d9idn't reply. so i did talk to you okay. it will usually take me one day to cool my =self down. so im fine now.. hoe ur reading this.. oh nd guess what? i can't post any pics!!! damn it.. but nehmind, here is a video of my current favourite JONAS song.. Enjoy!!!

Well you gotta chill out

Cause baby I don't want to fight with you

And every battle we've fought

Just made us look like fools

random pics.

2009-08-30T19:04:00.010+08:00

I LOVE BLOGGER FOR FINALLY LETTING ME POST PICS!!!!!

Night class..

D&T(eventhough im not taking it)

on a boring friday afternoon....

n to my D; ur super sweet!!

care.

2009-08-30T17:29:00.003+08:00

i don't know y, but it seems that ppl don't want me to care. i tried being a good friend to others but they just don't want it. but when i ignore ppl say i dont care abt them. i don't know what to do. mayb i shld just mind my own buisness ayye? or mayb just wait till they come to me. yeah i think that shld be the way. they have other friends who they are more comfortable with then they are to me. so im happy for them. haix. btw i cut my hair. idky but i tend to visit the hairdresser whenever im too stressed up or too sad.. haha. it makes me feel better aft they destroy my hair. lol. im wierd.

i miss the goodnite smses and the ily u always send me every night. it looks like we're really breaking apart.

for you.

2009-08-29T20:12:00.005+08:00

i just want to say this to you:

I'll Love You Like I Always Do!

White Flag.

2009-08-28T18:11:00.002+08:00

i'm sick and tired of ppl showing me attitude. i tried my very beat to keep u entertain but u just show me attitude.who am i to you? ur dog? im suppose to entertain you 24/7. and sometimes i just wonder if ur are forced to be with me? i am washing my hands. if u think u want to talk to me and not show me attitude then u are welcome. if not,i just couldnt be bothered animore. if u don't then y shld i rite? i hope u read this and reflect on how u've been treating me alrite? if that is u want to keep our friendship from breaking. its falling apart already if u haven't notice. i really hope u think this through. i've recieved enough lectures from ppl abt thinking too much. i cant bear to listen to any anymore. idk what i've done. i've tried my best not to get close to him but u're still not talking to me like we always do.mayb u don't want our friendship to continue. just mayb. now i leave it to you to make the decision.

Sick & Tired!

2009-08-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

I'm sick and tired of having to go through the silent treatment we give each other if sumthing's not rite. aft making up, it will happen again aft 1-2 weeks. i dont know what's happening to us. maybe I'm just no longer fun to be ard with. idk. i try my very best to keep the convo flowing. but u too have to play apart. i can't possibly be the only one trying to come up with sumthing to talk abt. and when i talk to you its as if u dont want to listen. i've been thinking, mayb she 's a better bestfriend than i am. she has alot to talk abt and easy to get along with. im just boring. idk. i just don't know.

mayb i shld stop listening to others and start doing what i think is right. aft spending 45 mins otp with alep, he made me realize that i do what ppl want me to do and not what i want to do. his words made me think.**sigh**. he cheered me up by talking craps. aft hanging up. the hurt came back. idk. i dont want to disturb gendeng. his concentrating on his n lvls now. and he has night classes to attend. haiyo. can i just wave the white flag? hulk says im too kind to ppl. but i can't help it. mummy has always taught me to be patient and forgiving. and always endure the pain. hmmm. idk. ijust don't know.

breaking down.

2009-08-20T18:36:00.002+08:00

Im hating blogger more as days pass by. fuck blogger.im hating my life as days pass by. fuck my life. damn it. today is so not my day. shouted in class for like 2 times today. idk why but my patient lvl today was superr low. during f&n i found out something which i shld have told darling. damn. now his angry. fuck my mouth. CB!!! damn pissed sia. why oh why. his not talking to me again. told alepz few days ago that i would slash my hand if darling and i were to 'fight' again. well it happened. so i told suu that i wanted to slash i got lectured by her. well alepz scolded me when i told him my plan for the very first time. what am i suppose to do? im stress!! meera is mad at me. and idk y. fcuk mnan!!! and today nabil talked to me rudely for the very first tyme. damn pissed. i know that there are the east spring girls that u like infront of u. but who that hell are u to speak to me like that infront of them. go and die lah sia. CB! arghh what to do mann? feel like calling gendeng up but i dowan to disturb hym. let him enjoy his days b4 his 'n'lvls. good luck!! well i dono what to do. im breaking down slowly. i feel like emoing tomoro. mayb i shld. then i let all myu anger out during the debate. hmm. good idea. shld do that. ouh well we'll see.

So I'll watch you like a movie,I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a story,if it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret,I'll tell you like a joke
It's true that I'll love you like I always do

long weekend

2009-08-10T11:51:00.003+08:00

Hey-Ho!

its the last day of a ery long weekend and i cant wait to gek back to skol. eventhough its funhere in sengkang but i miss skol.call me crazy. but like what hulk and i always say; ''who cares!!"

On saturday- wnet to pasar at rivervale with ibu yati and ayah buncit. then rest for 30 mins then iwent off to meet meera at whiitesands. went to McD to study. blanjed her. then study maths for awhile. but we spent most of our time eating. lols.perangai gemok. i asked gendeng to tagg along bud as usual gendeng was lazy and he had madrasah. so sad. then saw Iman. my very sombong betstie. dah sombong abe ade muke mintak org air. tehehe. then meera and i went off to the bbq. meera went there for awhile. sent her back then went back to the pit. kak naband family was there. then kakak came. then everyone started to come. then kakak, kak fatiah and me went to rent bikes and went cycling. had fun. talked talked gossip gossip.haha. love them. the b lah blah. at night cut the cake. played frisbee with kakak kak fatiah dedek haziq and abg hafiz. gerek!!!! haha. then blahblah. went back to sengakang.

Sunday- played guitar hero, watched the baris and all at sengkang.benny asked me to follow her to watch the fireworks but i can't soorry benny. next time yeah?then at night b4 going to sleep. talked to kakak. shar4ed our probs till 1 am. gerek or what?! i told kakak that how i wish to have an elder sis. and she said that she is always here for me. aww. iloveher soo much!

Today- nuthing but playing guitar hero in 10 mins time. going back to pasir ris later today. tomoro is a skol day!! wohoo. shall i disturb gendeng? hmm. mayb at night. oh well we'lll see. hehe

hastalavista

The Park.

2009-08-07T22:04:00.009+08:00

Hey-ho!

i just want to say, RED CROSS ROCKS MY SOCKS!! If there is an award for most enthu uni group in Dunman, we'll win hands down! im proud to be in Red Cross!! and the feeling of saving some one's life is the best feeling ever!! today we celebrated national day. and we were crazy! yay! aft that went e!hub and watched UP! the went to the park. yunie,su, fad and mai had to go home early. so meera ahmad and i stayed behind. took pics and stuff. pls comment on the pics alrite?ps:the pics were barely edited, we even took videos which turned out to be awesome! went to whitesands aft that. slacked in the library. everyone was exhausted. then went home. reached home. packed my bag and got ready to go to sengkang. and now here i am. blogging and doing my coursework. BBQ tomoro. what to buy for abg for his birthday? someone help me!!! pls?? and to you; its not that i don't want to reply, its just that im scared if i were to reply, it will not change the current situation.we've been through this over and over again. the truth is im scared. im scared that this will happen again and i will loose u forever. even though i didn't reply you, u must always know that my answer will nvr change. and that ur always in my heart 24/7. imy darling. imissyou bestie. i reallyreallymissyou!! and the very last pic is dedicated to you.

Specially for you;
you were there to light my days
you were there to guide me through
when my days were down and out
i'll never stop thinking of you.
How can i forget all that?
when u're the one who made me smile
u'll always be apart of me.
how i wish u were still mine

Damnn.

2009-08-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT!!! HYDIR DIDNTMAKE IT TO FINALS!!! WTH!!!! WAWAN SHLDNT HAVE WENT IN MAN!!! DAMN IT SIA!!! pfft!! -.-' WAWAN SUX SIA. IM NOT HAPPY!!! FCUK!! LOL. STAKAT SIA.. HEHE

3g

2009-08-04T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hey-ho!

im loving 3g more and more.we are getting more united as days go by. i hope we will end up like 5A. very bonded. haha. today had photo-taking and the wind was blowing everyone's nicely combed hair.; as usua; i was sitted at the fornt row. hah! thats a shock! lol. then aft skol celebrated syiqin's birthday. well kinda. then got conflict. hah. not between me lah.i good gal mah. lol no lah. just some misunderstanding. released my stress by playing bball with mai, marshal and cuan xiang(?). had funn. was damn tired. they bullied me leh. cos im short. they play monkey. and i was monkey most of the time. haha. then stayed back for a while then wentoff. im bored.k lah. i wanna watch anuger. hope hydirmakes it to the finals. did i tell u guys that i got hydir's autograph? thx to atokk!! omg he said love ya! i melted mann!! haha. k lah. byes. andand gendeng has been very sombong with me. damn sad.. haha. someone's ignoring me. im sori but i cant come to ur bday on sat. i noe ur dissapointed. now u noe how i felt when it was my bday. we even had poa class and u didn't even talked to me rmbr? but thats not the point. i wished r1 aug wouldcome back and i could correct it. and now its like we don't even know each other. u gave them sweets but not me. and there is one more thing that won't blogg abt. and yes i am very jealous. thats all i have to say. i hope ur readiing this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL ASYIQIN!!!

hope u enjoyed our songs. i love you and i miss you very much!!!

muackks!!

HastaLaVista

Specially for you;

Kapanku dengar laguku

Pasti kau kasihku

Kau muzik di hatiku

Semadi dalam kita

Lamar kita seni

Kau muzik di hatiku

Crushed.

2009-07-31T21:45:00.006+08:00

Hey-ho!

Sorry for not updating. my computer is spoiled. i'm currently at ibu yati's place over at senkang just to use the comp for f&n.-.-' im so pissed. yesterday was my hulk's birthday. she is old!!! hah! now we're at the same age! u can't tease me anymore. lol. and yesterday i was really pissed at someone and was totally crushed. i was being treated like a dog and all u did was laughed! wht! damn it. talked to Gendeng(iskandar) otp from 9.50 till 1.30 am. crapped alot lah as usual.hehe.he really cheered me up.andand he even tutored me maths otp. cool or whatt haha. we didour hmwk while crapping. haha. today had no mood for P.E. then eng really cheered me up. omg i didn't just said tha. hah! we shld have debates mre often mr imran!!! haha. had poa test which i totally didn't study for.then had maths then skol ended. went to whitesands with ayunie and her god brother. blahblah. her god brother went off first. we went tokfc to have our late luch. sent ayunie to whitesands inter. then waitd for Gendeng library. studied. like wow. he too studied. oh did i mention daniell was there? lol. then Gendeng got bored studying amaths he disturbed my emaths. he was just checking it out which then he ended up doing. haha so gendeng. then ard 5.30 we went off. met zafran at mac. he works there. Gendeng disturbed him. lol. then went off cos i didn't want to blanja Gendeng. hen walked all the way to inter. then went our separate ways. blahblah. at home oplayed five stones with mummy.FUN!! mummy asked me what i did today. told her went studying with Gendeng. suprisingly she was okay with that. hah!ten ard 8 went off to sengkang. and here i am blogging. im planningto finish up my fnn by tonight. wish me luck peeps!!

HastaLaVista!

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

100th post!!!

2009-07-28T20:24:00.006+08:00

Hey-ho!!!
At last i can blog!! ilove abg soo much. my comp is spoiled. fcuk shitt. it broke down at the wrong time. i have to finish up my f&n coursework which is due on thurs. fcuk sia!!! haha. and blogger is beign insane. so i couldnt blogg. haha. kay this post is suppose to be a happy post so i'll stop this crap. and btw its my 100th post ppl!!!! haha! k so lets begin.

since this is my 100th post, im using this opportunity to thank those who have helped me through out this whole year. the ppl are the best and i love u all!!! i'll be posting the names in random orders cos each and everyone of them are equally important.

Atiqah: my hulk sis! i love her so much! she has been there for me since the start of the year. eventhough we got close just this year, i feel that i've known you for my whole life. u'r one of thise who i'm not afraid to let go my feelings to.i love you pinnk hulk!!!

Hadi: I love you soo much. i wish i could show u how i love you but i just dk how to. but always remember that i will always love you. and thx for being there for me when i needed you. i want the love/friendnship between us to last forever!! love you so much!!! and i mmiss youu!! thx for the lovely note book!!!

Hazmira: We had a rough start this year.misunderstanding between s caused us to fight with each other. it was the worst fight we have gotten into. and i don't wish to repeat it again. ur my bestfriend and u'll always be. ILY!!

Su'aidah: we too had a rough start this year. but we managed to get over it. u're always there for me and i hope i will be the same for you. ur the kindest person i've ever met. and i wish we would be closer than last year. ur my babe! ily!!

Ayuni: u'r the coolest person in the group. i admire ur steadyness and ur calmness. ur the ice who keeps everyone chill. ur always smiling and ur the most hardworkingof all. i want our friendship to last! ily!!

Sharfiqah: my laughing gas. u nvr fail to make me laugh. ur the one who turns my frown upside down. and ur one of thse whom im not afrai to share my probs with. how i wished i had met you way b4. keep smiling darling. ily!!

Sumayya: my blurr queen! thx for the advices u've given me. i appreciate nit very much. i love you maya!!!im so sorry for what had happened recently. im truely am. i hope this won't change the freindship we have. ILY!!! hope u andatok last long! ILY!

Ahmad: my Torects friend! thx for being there for me througt these 3 years. ur always the ine who breaks the ice between the group. u nvr fail to make us laugh like mad animals. ur my walking atm!!! haha kidding. haha. stay round okay ahmad!!! ily!!

Iskandar: my GENDENG friend! u are always there for me when i needed you help. u wiill be the one who cheers me up unknowingly everyday. ur the one who understands how i feel. ur always giving me advices. now its my turn. i'll try as much as i can to help you top ur bad habbit. thx for being there for me. =D

Kamal: my AtOK!!! thx for listening to my probs and thx for the advice.thx for beingthere for me and thx for taking care of maya for us. thx for teasing me and thx for the debates on who is the hottest and cute-est! thx foreverything!!!

Alifudin: my fatfat bro! Thx for being there for me 24/7 and keeping me company in class. thx for beingmy bestfriend and my brother. ur my punching bag gagagaga! thx for giving me advices and thx for the chocos annd sweets! btw ur bestfriend misses you! HAHAHA! ily!

Maisarah: thx for being there to laugh at my jokes and accompanying me everywhere i go. im sorry if i've hurt u in any way. ily soo much! thx for teaching me poa!! ily!

Alhanis: my sombong friend! haha. ur always there to say hi to me and talk to me when im all alone. ur the one who inspired me to play the guitar. and ur there to make me laugh. thx! ily!

THE END!

hastalavista!

190709

2009-07-19T20:52:00.007+08:00

Hey-ho!

I managed to bog today! yay me!!! haha stakat sak. kay so today had madrasah.woke Iskandar up ard 8.10 am cos i was bored. texed him through out the whole day. hehe. today ustadz scolded us alot of times but we didn't give a damn. haha crapped alot lah today like normal. then aft madrasah, ibu yati fetched me from madrasah. dedek went home with ayah. went jln2 with ibuy yati kak qillah and abg hafiz. i boughta new mp3 player. kakak got a new lappy and she got guitar hero from ibu yati. she bought xbox360 to play her guitar hero and we got a 26 inc flatt screen tv for free. kak was the happiest lady on earth today. haha. ate at courts. will be going there on wed to collect my mp3.tomoro is racial harmony day. i can't wait peeps. idk why. hehe. will be meeting hulk @ 6.40 then su @6.45. so must wake up early. semangat sia aishyah. tomoro i cannot use same2 like hadi cos i dont have white and he doesnt have green. im so sad. but i must take pic with hym. i dont have a pic with this bestie of mine. sad rite? i know. haha. andand atok just now made me angry. but for less then 5 mins. he promise me double chocolate frappe. tehehe. iskandar was breaking downcos he was doing his F&N coursework. haha. now he knows my e-genie password.hehe. sshh dont tell anione ehk. hehe.im done woth the argumentative essay draf. actualli its kinda of copy paste from internet. but nehmind i'll edit a little when i re-write it tomoro. hehe. aishyah pemalas. andand since kakak got her new lappy, she's givingme her old one aft she send it to repair. yayness!!! i can't wait ppl. will be spending alot of time at sengkang once kakak got her guitar hero and alll. i'll be the singer abg hafiz the guitarist and kakak the drummer cool rite? i can't believe that im gonna play guitar hero with my tutor. wow! haha. and abg hafiz is kakak's Boyfie. but they look alike. wierd rite? haha ppl tot they are siblings. oh well. k thats all for now. bye peeps!! and i want to watch Harry potter 6!!!!!!!

HastaLaVista!

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again

Re-born.

2009-07-18T17:05:00.008+08:00

Hey-ho!

Wow! its been almost a month since i last blogged! haha. been very busy with school. projects here and there. tons of hmwk like as if we are the ones who are taking our 'n' and 'o' lvls. and im lazy to blog. too tired. i've been fasting for the oast one week. and im left with only a day. i didnt get to fast today cos mummy forgot to wake me up. and i didnt eat last night so mummy didnt let me fast. so im thinking of paying the very last day on tues or next sat. hmmm. lets just wait and see. so today went out with mummy and dedek to tamp 1, then to TM then to CS and finally to whitesands. bought my shoe for monday's racial harmony. i'll be wearing my green kebaya(songket) from abg zaffar's wedding. then i got to buy ice choc fromMcCafe! yummy. bought double cheeseburger cos i was starving as i didnthave breakfast. watched the contender. omg i pitied Zach man. its not fair. Zidov should not have won. he was jst lucki. if Zach's shoulder did not pop out he would have knocked out zidov anytime! pfft. -.-' so summary for this week went to skol very early for 2 days. went to skol with iskandar on tues. was late. thx to iskandar. he missed his bus! pfft! he made me hot on thurs day morning. early in the moring make me hott ready. I was disappointed with hym. i was really disappointed with hym! but i guess everything is okay now. i hope. thx iskandar for helping me. atok(kamal) tore my cover page and stickied a post it on it with lots of smiley face. -.-' atok thinks magen fox his Gf.. pls. she doesn't love you alrites? on Monday had to perform for mr kang. for speek good english week. Made alot of music videos with ahmad and meera. recorded an acoustic version of 'one and the same' which turned out kinda good. yay! haha. and basically that's all happend. i think. i kinda forgot some. tehehehe. and im addicted to an old song called "walk away" by Paula DeAnda. nice. think i'll put it as my blog song. idk. c first. kays that's all ppl. :D
here are some pics i've editted.
enjoy!

HastaLaVista!

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again

Facebook!

2009-06-22T22:03:00.004+08:00

Hey-ho!

Nuthin much happened today. Played facebook for almost the whole day. Challenged iskandar to Guitar geek and typing maniac(idk what its called).he owned me both games. especially guitar geek.damn it.i'm so gonna win hym.some day. haha. and i won Fir word drop. and he was mad at me. he said he hate me for life! so sad liao. then i asked hym what game he was playing then he said word drop.haha. tak puas hati. and finally he won me. haha. still cahttin with hym.so i was fasting today. mummy cooked nasi lemak for me. will be fasting for the whole week.the sooner i repay my debts the sooner i can enjoy.haha. so yest went out with family except for abang. he got camp.haha. ayah went to make his baju kurung for cousin's wedding. then he bought me a new specs. like at last.mummy said i must use my specs more often then my contacts. well we'll see. bought new tudung cos all of my tudungs were burnt. hehe. stupid irons. so yeah. thats all i did for yest and today. and wed i have this PoA carnival i have to attend. i totally forgot about it. luckly hulk reminded me. oh wells.and i really want SIMS 3. kak says that abg hafiz has it. wah heart pain. abg hafiz can borrow me? like he reads my blog. lol. and someone slap me. i chatted with hym. shits! great minds think alike! :) and hadi's coming back tomorrow! i can't wait to see what he bought for me! IMYSM!

HastaLaVista!

In my world,
there would be giant vaccums,
to suck all the dirty air away.
:D

Stay Strong

2009-06-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

hey-ho!

Currently chatting with iskandar. oh man i pity him. His so depress.i noe how he feels. why is it so hard to forget abt someone?whywhywhy?! someone pls tell me y. its making me insane. Iskandar stay strong alrite? i'm here for you to listen to ur cries like u were when i needed a shoulder to cry on. its time forme to pay u back. i know it hurts reading the blog and seeing them happy with their partner.but we can't stop them.aand if u think telling them straight abt how ur feeling is better. the go ahead. i'll always be here to cheer u up like u did to me. STAY STRONG!

hastalavista

missing you.

2009-06-20T18:22:00.003+08:00

Hey-Ho!

how are u ppl? its been 15645614 days since i last blogged! i was playing lazy like i said b4. hehe. aishyah mahh!! lols. i've been rotting at home. nuthin happened. Red Cross camp went well! thank god! enjoted it very much despite the pathetic number of members we have. i dance Hoedown Throwdown infront of the cadets! how cool is that! haha. funfufun! we took alotalot of pics. go to su's or fiqah's blog. my facebook has everything. hehe. so yest went for massage at a friend's of mummy. my back was killing me. she didnt excatly massage me instead she gave me treatment cos she said my back was in a bad condition. its like ayah's problem a few years ago. its called sliped disc i think.its when the disc ffrom ur spine get pressed or get out of line. im so scared.i dono if i have to under-go op or not. ayah did. im so scared!!! my back still hurts abit. Guys pls pray for my back to get better yeah? i'm currently missing my people very much.i've editted a pic of me and meera(the above pic) using adobe photoshop(my first time using it!).. and a bit of help from picnik.com.nice? i think it can be improve. mummy thinks so too. she said i need alittle more practice. god i miss her sooo effin much!! i met her for like 2-3 times this hols. and it wan't for the whole day. wahsey i want to go back to school! hadi darling went to bandung. his flight was @ 2. think he reaches bandung already. it abt 2-3 hours journey if i remember clearly. oh i miss bandung very much. my last triop to bundung was 3 years ago. i wanna go there again!n im already missing hym! toot! he told me yest night. can u belief it? toot rite? he better bring me something big man. just finish watch AMERICAN MALL!! one of my fav shows. and im currently addicted to one tree hill.again. im now at season 6 episode 18. i love the show mann!! hehe. and abg has SIMS 3 on his lappy!! which he didn't let me use.*^*&%*&%. im so gonna get SIMS!!! arggh! k i wanna go an continue with One Tree Hill. hehe :D

HastaLaVista!

One and the same
We're anything but ordinary
One and the same
I think we're almost legendary
You and me, the perfect team
Shaking up the scene
We're one and the same

You belong With Me

2009-06-14T20:15:00.012+08:00

Hey-ho!

i'm bored+STRESSED!!lol. stupid camp. damn it. today i did nuthing but help mummy with the grocery shopping.had to go market early morning. thn ard 4++ had to send food to kak nab's house. then came back and use the comp. smsed eople and more of youtube. have u guys watched PUSH?? its damn nnice. its somesort like x-men. cool. and then hero is superr hot liao!!! lol. his name is Chris Evans hothot. his that guy up there. lol. to me he is hot lahh. and i like this music video by taylor swift. its soo cute. i think its her best video. its called You Belong With Me. andand tomoro's outing is cnfrm!!yay-ness!!!will be out with hulk and hadi.maybe alepz if his not lazy.he fat mahh!! hehe. too bad aliencan't tag along.): aniwayz, enjoy the video!!

i still can't get you out ofmy head!

HastaLaVista!

Don't forget by Demi Lovato

2009-06-13T21:17:00.010+08:00

Hey-ho

This is a video of Demi Lovato; one of my favourite disney singer. the song is called Don't Forget. She is super good live liao.

Enjoy!

HastaLaVista!

its you.

2009-06-13T13:52:00.006+08:00

hey-Ho!

im feeling soo depressed! there's alot going on my mind. i've been having mood swings for the past days. and its not PMS. i've been very sensitive abt things lately and its not me. and i think i know why.i jut need to remove hym away from my memory. but i can't seem to do it. its superr difficult! nvr in my life i've come across this stage of difficulty. oh god. why oh why? i wish i had the answer.i'm trying to listen to hulk's, iskandar's and suu's advice but they all seem to not work. damn it. why i am soo stupid. i got myself into this mess and now i cant get out of it. iskandar says that its natural and can't be avoided. fcuk lahh! im not thinking straight. my back is killing me and head feels like its going to burst. with projectsad stuffs like this i can't think straight. i've been like a walking zombie for the past feww days. i can't sleep well. shitt. and i missmymeera.that's why im using one of her photos as my post photo for the day. i've been singing One and The Same alone. and it doesnt sound nice. i need you to complete the song :( . **you and me the perfect team, shaking at the scene; we're one and the same!**. haiss. and im stressed out abt the camp. damn it. this isn't whhat i dreamed aabt for this holiday. i hope the monday outing won't get postponed. i really need it. and i'm soo stressed out till i destroyed my previous skin which made me pissed and had to find a new skin and edit it. this month is just not my month. everything is falling apart. shhesh. and to someone out there i think u better watch what's coming out from your bbbig mouth alright? don't think highly of urself. and thats all for now.

HastaLaVista

It's been a long time since you called me

How could you forget about me

You got me feeling crazy

How can you walk away,

Everything stays the same

Birthday duo!

2009-06-10T22:46:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY BENNY AND ADEL!!

MAY ALL Of UR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!

....

2009-06-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hey-ho!

Sorrie for the lack of updates, AGAIN! haha. lazy lahh!! okay i shld start wif saturday.

-Saturday;

Had work from 9-4. $5 per hour. the same job i had last time that is to give out flyers. this time went with abg cos both of us need the money.haha. went to raffles place. ibu yati fetched us from home. then trained back. then this 20++ year old guy was filrting with me.asked me abt my age skol ect. even asked ffor my phone number. oh pls lah.. go clean ur teeth first and stop ur smoking and find a proper job.then go ask for a girl's number. i felt like vomitting. when he asked for my number i said "abg saye kat situ jer, gi lahh tanyer die." then he went off..haha.i tell you raffles place is a nice place for photography man. oh how i wish ihad my camera that day.andand pink hulk was declared the winner of loser town!! haha. smsed her the whole day.(:

-Sunday;

Did nuthing but rot at home.smsed pink hulk like always. blahblah :(

-Monday;

Had P.O.A. @ 10:30. but came to skol 2 hrs earlier for maths project. as usual i was late for the meeting.like 30 mins late. so reached skol at 9.tehehehe. and i actuali pay-ed attention in class. and i colud do the blance sheet thingy! wah! aishyah clever ah! hahah.then waited for hulk, ahmad and mai to finish their chem test. wahsey wait for them like waiting for snow in Singapore liao! haha! then went home. i left hadi alone at canteen. :( so sorrie! u smsed me so late. then u got camp. sori!! then talked to hulk otp for like idk how many hours.hahs. crapped mostly. then i got tell her one of my deepest darkest secrets. she laughed at me liao! damn it. haha.at 11++ we hung up.

-Tuesday;

Was suppose to go out with ahmad and mai. then mai cannot go so went to skol with hulk instead. met her at red block then went to skol. then otw there we saw hym. wahsey i tell you i almost wanted to cry sia. all my effort put in went to drain. hulk knows what im talking abt. hulk was helping me my distracting me so that i wont look at hym. then she say she cute then i said i cuter then iskandar laugh at me. loudly liao. ass rite?? smsed him for awhile. kinda scolded hym. then atiqah continued wif the smses. so iskandar most of the smses were not from me! if u're even readng this lorr.then took rc room key. thn entertained hadi. then he came along. wahsey. hulk was like syah dont look! then hadi played guitar for me. awww. then me and hulk go dicuss abt camp. fcuk lah. me and hulk pissed off reAdy. ah damn it!then went home. then aishyah slenger nvr go replenish the first aid kit at GO. then hulk and me go run. hulk was already late but she still help me. thanks hulk love you manymany.then went home. smsed hadi and hulk. blahblah.

-TODAY;

HAD F&N outing which was superr funn. went to takka then to paragon. snapsnap pic of wierd looking fruits and veggies and herbs! my cam low batt.stupid abg use nvr charge. damn it. the afft the outing wnt to plaza singapura with ahmad mai and suu. watched night at the museum 2. gerek! then went to istana park and the barrage then camwhore! fun giler! hadi planned to feotch me but since i didn't want to follow him go changi he dowan to fetch me. so saad rite? i know. today's pics ar with mai. i'll post it as soon as mai gives it to me.

currently chatting with iskandar. asking for some advice. i bet u guys can't believe it rite? buut his one of my advisor. one of the best i might add. hehe. long time ready nvr ask him for advice.haha. his also facing the same difficulty. and like he said "kiter samer2 suffer!".hahah.

i still cant erase you from my mind. everytime i manage to do that u pop up from no where and u willstay in my mind for days. i have no one to bllame but myself.**sigh**.

tell me why u're so hard to forget,

don't remind me,

i' m not over it.

tell me why i can't seem to face the truth,

i'm just a little too not over you..

why oh why

2009-06-05T21:28:00.005+08:00

Hey-ho!

im bored!!!haha.currently watching suria.Nana Tanjung.damn funny!!!i just noticed that ecery channel the logo is green!haha aishyah slow!!!lol!i dono what to blog but i just want to say a few words.this is what i feel everytime i go online. whenever i go online i will see ur personal message will change immediately.i donot know why but thats what i noticed.and whenever i chat wif you,you will have to go offline 5 mins later.and when i suddenly offline bcos of sudden lost of connection, i have the feeling that u're online.and when the connection comes back and i sign in again u will immediately offline. i don't know if its a coincidence but to me it seems like u're avoiding me.i think from now on i would not disturb you. i hope the very best for you're future.i think you know who you are.i'm ending this post with regret of ever knowing that you exist.but i just can't seem to erase you from my mind and i don't know y.best wishes for you.

Bye.

Memories, supposed to fade.

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go.

Didn't think it'd be this hard.

Should be strong, movin' on.

But I see you,sometimes I try to hide,what I feel inside.

Craps

2009-06-05T16:45:00.011+08:00

hey-ho!

Sorry for the lack of updates.im just playing lazy.heheh.so basically had skol for the past few days.i didnt go for geog cos i overslept! for the first tyme liao. but lucikly it was cancelled.kay then yesterday had maths.it was fuunfunfun! haha.then went home to take my mufti.then went downtown wif mummy,kak nab, dedek,fifah and iqah.ate kfc.talk to mummy abt abg.i noticed his becoming more caring towards me.aww.rili lehh.haha.then went to skol while mummy and the rest went to Wild Wild Wet! then slacked wif atiqah while waiting for training to begin.Red cross is getting more and more pathetic liao! left wif like 8 cadets.sec1+2.toot rite?then we complain to sec4s.joked ard wif them.haha.miss having them ard.lols.then slacked in RC room with atiqah,fiqah ans suu.then went home.going home part was superduper fun!haha.when you put us hulks and aliens together all u get is craps and more craps.then reached home. i was supeerr scared lorr.haha.hulk noes why.we have the same fate lorr.hulk sister mahh! haha.then today went to skol with hadi darling!!!omg i miss him so much!! i made hym wait for more then 10 mins.who ask him to come earlyearly.haha.hadi jealous when i say whn i have a new boyfriend!haha!you wanna know who?i tell kayss? its KRIS ALLEN!! haha.then at red block saw hulk and alien.when wif them. it felt like old times when us 4+ alif slacked together and basically slacked.oh i miss the old times!then rite we didn't go straight to skol for poa. we went to the shop infront of skol.sadly it was closed.so went back to alice.haha.we waste tyme lorr. took like the long way.we wwere 40 mins late. haha.gerek oh what.?!then blahblah.aft school slacked with hulk and jowily.then folowed suu and the rest to semei to buy our project stuff.then ate at banquet.i had mango juice which was Yummy!!!then i kept on saying bloody hell with the british accent. cool or whatt??!!i love the britain accent! oh how i wish i could talk like them. haha.BLOODY HELL!! haha.then walked to tamp wif yunie,meera and mai. then took 3.and here i am. im bored!!! and firdaus says im sombong which is sooo not true liao!! whatever to hym!! haha!

HastaLaVista!

No one can hold us back when we're set to go

No one can tell us that we're not ready when we're ready to flow

Lead by example

Here's a sample on the floor

Yeah, try a little harder; move a little faster

If you can't find the strength you're after

sleepless night

2009-06-03T03:52:00.005+08:00

hey-ho!

its currently 3:50 am n im awake! i slept like 3hrs? wth i can't sleep. and i'll be having geog at9 i think. wahsey! speaking of geog, yest night was meet the parents. none of my parents went cos i didn't want them to go, so instead i asked abg to accompany me. Luckily his also having his holidays. so he went. shocking but true! haha. kay so we took 81. and otw to skol smthg legendary happened. i was busy smsing pink hulk and meera and when i looked up i was like 1 cm away from bang-ing into a pillar. abg was laughing his ass off man. he didnt give me warning. then he go tell his gf who was otp.toot lor. then meera called n he shouted "aishyah lagy siket nk langgar tembok! hahahhaah!" i think meera didn't hear that lahh cos she was still in shock that she talk to my bro otp for abt 3 secs cos b4 gg to skool she alled me and abg ans my phone. its like a dream come true for her. haha. blah blah. reached skol and was approached by mr bernard. he asked me why i didnt turn up for chem class. b4 i could ans he ans-ed himself. n abg tot that i skipped skol. then went to register. everyone was looking at us.lol. meera's npcc friend tot abg was my boyfriend. eeeww! then send abg to hall then went out wif meera. then ghazi kept on calling me. when i finally turn-ed he asked me for my no. i didn't give it to him. im kinda scared. i just smiled at hym like i always do. blahblah.went back in b4 abg angry. blahblah. talktalktalk. then collection of report book. i was the 1st to get the report book. and im effin dissapointed. damn it. abg was busy looking at my grades. i didnt know he was so concern. he wanted to find all my subject teacher. but in the end onli talked to miss thong. then while he was waiting to talkto miss thong, the 3G girls were looking at abg smiling and pointing to hym the flirty way. too bad abg dont go for their type. he didnt even notice them lorr. me and hulk call them 'the Perasans". nice rite? i know. then blah blah.meera stood beside abg i think. cheychey meera steam! then went home. at home i was damn pissed wif ayah. after looking at my results he said i better learn how to cook and clean. wahsey the way he said it seems like i donot have any hope for education sia. i cried in the kitchen aft debating with hym. mummy said to take it as a challenge and prove hym wrong. n i will. i do have a future in education. blahblah. watch tv wif abg.then slept. dont bother askinng me abt my grades. all i can say is it sucks. nvr in my life i've gotten this kind of grades. currently finding movies to watch. just finish watch KRIS ALLEN's performance on ellen(youtube) which was wonderful! OMG KRIS ALLEN ROCKS!

HastaLaVista!

I fought to the end to stand on the edge

What if today is as good it gets

Don't know where the future's headed

Nothing's gonna bring me down

boiling point.

2009-06-01T18:25:00.005+08:00

hey ho!

Sorri for not updating. lazy liao. and i was fasting during the weekends. still have many many ore days to go! wahsey! with this kinda heat can die sia! see the pics up there.to diff skin tones! the first one was taken a few days befor sports day and the second one was today! wahsey so dark lorr! HAIYA!! today's training was toot! lee sheen gave me this attitude. fcuk ah. ur the one who is the trouble maker wanna give us all attitude. damn sia. if red cross not importanyt u might as well quit rite?!! wahsey damn pissed sia. the sec2s were toots as well! no sense of urgency. no oice to shout damn it sia. i feel like killing them. fiqah sprained her ankle! haha. me, ain and amanda disturb her. fun! then camp got cancelled. onli one day camp. sad rite? i noe. then ordered food from cik western. then went home wif fiqahh! haha fun sia disturb her! fun to the max!!!!! ILOVEMYALIEN!!! and and hadi B.O.T.A.K!!!! damn ugly!! currently chatting with meera. voice calling. listening to her sing. very sian liao! haha. k i got to go. must go listen to the song meera ask me to hear. she nagging ready.

HastaLaVisata

Set me on top of that mountain

Let me, fly to the end of the world

Yeah, I can go anywhere

But if you're not with me there

It'll never be enough

There's no place like us

Sports day

2009-05-29T17:23:00.004+08:00

Hey- ho!

Today had sports day. like every year us first aid-ers must do duty. damn pissed! was late! like really late abt 20 mins or so. i miss-ed my bus lorr. the the bus driver drive freaking slow. not my fault mahh! the Lee sheen changed our groupings. wah i got pissed of early in the morning ready. damn her lahh. crycry onli! then went to do our duty. went to our stations. we rotate ard every 1 hour or so. it was damn hot lah! i sang alone cos my group members were felicia and elaine.so sad rite? i know. then blah blah. then when we were on our way back to base, the 4-g ppl were screaming for red-cross. so i went. there i saw razi curled up. i panick. when i was abt to help everyone started coming. the mr sim came. wahsey then this know-it-all(not lee sheen n i don't want to say names) damn noisey. give hym water give hym air. wah liao then if she know all this y call us? then we first aid-ers were git shoo-ed. damn it. cos of other ppl crowding ard hym then we got shoo-ed.wahsey my blood boiling sia at that point. then we went off cos mr sim shoo-ed us what. they no need help cos got that know-it-all. the helped out at the finishing line. help a sec 2 boy and a sec 5 boy. they were drenched. the sec 5 boy was almost became like razi whom was sent to the hospital. me and ain helped. (: then my number one casualy was RIDzuan! i helped hym. as in reali helped hym. i supported hym by putting his hands ard my neck and brought hym to the tent! then fanned hym together wif pink hulk! yes ah. then i cheered hym up! baek kan aku? haha. then got debrief by sec 4s. some how they can sense the tension between some of us. and asked us whats wrong. amanda cried. cos of stupid lee sheen. then blahblah. went tm then T1 then CS then t1 then home. I'm darker! omg. mummy is nagging at me rite know cos i didn't use sunblock. i not that kind of girl who uses cream and facial wash..haha. lazy lah! i'm soo tanned lor! and i think i got sunburn! ouch!then i sms this guy like smsing a 4 year old kid who just know how to read and spell! i waited for his reply for like 10 mins! then he say that i nvr layan hym! and that he sms a wall better! WTH! ehk u r the one nvr layan me and always wif ur fwens.we must go out during june. i plan the date and u plan the place kay? and and darling i miss you so much! i want to talk to you! IMY!!!

I MISS YOU
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear,every once in a while
And even though it's different now,
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go,
And I need you to know,
I miss you

shan and soo

2009-05-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hey-ho!

OMG! I can't believe i sang in front of the whole Sec3 and 2s! wahsey! i'm so paisey liao! ok the story goes like this: Today the 98.7 fm came to Dunman for thier tour on smoke-free. I was hoping that the Muttons will be there. but sadly they didn't come. ): i saw Shan during assembly. i was so damn excited lor. so went to hall. Soo came out for the backstage. we started out with out energy. then they began to play a game where we are suppose to guess the songs they played. it was easy. i didn't answer lahh. shy mahh. then got this activity abt healthhy lungs. sabo-ed maya and imran. maya won. they were suppose to like so call hold their breath. maya managed to hold it for 13 secs while imran hold it for 8 pathetic secs. then this is where it happens. they begun to play another game where a student will choose a piece of card with an artist's name on it and another student must sing a few lines from any song sang by the artist. Ahmad got david archuleta and he sang a little too not over you. we sabo-ed hym. then the next artist was jonas brothers. immediately i heard my named being called out.wahsey i tell u i was so nervous lahh. i was like shit! i dono any song from them. i mean i forgot all of the lyrics to their songs. at that moment in time i felt like killing myself. but nehmind i got the chance to stand beside Shan(atiqah's gonna kill me if she see's this). wah he damn tall leh! i felt like a midget standing beside hym. then i sang S.O.S cos that was the onli so that poped up in my mind. i damn paisey lehh. i think i was a little pitchy. nervous to the max sia! but i got token. there was a Jay-Z cd in the big2 envelope. but i had funn! my first time singing in front of many2 ppl leh. but they all say it was nice? i dono. i felt it was suckish. haha. then had training. wahsey i tell u my blood was boiling man. i don't like my sec 1!!! ah damn it sia. i was so pissed lahh! then amanda and leesheen got conflict. best sia! good for you lee sheen. miss know it all! haha! then stayed back with Nazurah and Ain to discuss abt camp.blahblah. bussed home with ain. reached home at 19.50. blahblah. here i am bored and sleepy! andand i gott my class t just now. was so dissapointed lahh.. it was suppose to be pink but dono turn out purple. nehmind i love purple. but the front was damn disapointing. the back ah nice though! tomoro got sports day duty. cannot cheer! &U*^%$. haixx. ANYONE GOT 1.5 LiTER WATER BOTTLE??

HastaLaVista

Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I`m permanent

Throbbing throat

2009-05-26T20:49:00.006+08:00

Hey-ho!

wah! my throat damn pain sia! screamed and shout for 3G during captain's ball match.But it was all worth it.i played for 5-10 mins out of 3 games although i wanted to play so badly. i gave way to those who wanted to play and those who are better than me. nvm lahh. For the sake of the class. so fiqahh alien and i sat there cheering for our class. ahmad and the others did too. the 3H cheered for us! aww thanks u guys! then after sch stayed back and ahmad gave me a test abt how well i know songs..and i aced it! yes ah. ahmad almost failed liao! aft that ahmad, mai and i were pretending that we were the final 3 for singapore idol. had fun sia. we sand i dream together. then i had my solo act. i sang this is me. ahmad sang no boundaries. mai and i sang s.o.s. haha cool! then hadi came. disturb hym. then rite i want to go home i said IMY then he nvr reply. he just look at me. wahsey my heart shattered into manymany pieces liao! haha. then went home with ahmad. then saw his cousin. he disturb ahmad. then i defended hym. see i'm a good friend! haha.the went home.iskandar was being irritating just now together with bulat!! whatever ehk! kecian si anak yusri aderr POP! pdn mukerr! haha! i wnna go off. don't miss me!

HastaLaVista!

Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

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here are some cheers for today:

-Ouh 3G ur so fine
ur so fine you blow my mind
go 3g..ouk ouk
go 3G..ouk ouk(X2)
GOOOOOOOOO 3G!!!!

-gogogo 3g go
fightfightfight 3g fight
winwinwin 3G win
we are the 3g fans!
WOOOOOOO!!!(by 3H)

got manymnay more lah.. lazy to type! hehe

Bored-ness

2009-05-25T22:49:00.003+08:00

Wah piang lehh.. i'm bored! so is Iskandar. so we have been talking crapp for the past hr or so. both of us are being world! and u noe what? he doesn't know how to break and egg! can you believe it? what for take f&n rite?egg also dono how to break!kecian nyer anak yusri! dah nak masok 16 tahun pon tk tau cemane nk pecahkan telor!! tsk3. haha. sabar jerr kah ehk iskandar! we're entertaining one anotherby disturbing each other..wakakakaka. andand i just found out something abt hazique that is so unbelievable! i pity hym sia..omg! haixx..klah i wanna go fry for abg his ayam!

HastaLaVista!

joker of the day

2009-05-25T21:33:00.006+08:00

Yo peeps!

Today was okay..got back Eng results..wahsey i flunked it mann..omg!!then aft sch got training. i damn hyperr liao.i played with the wheelchair.pushed pink hulk and su ard..haha!then played with gloves.gerek kann!! got our keyys to RC room ready mahh! saw iskandar at the bus-stop. he bustard sia. he come to me then sey "daniel coming smelly sia".bustard rite? meera called around 8..crapped lahh..hahah tomoro got interclass match. i'm in captain's ball!! first match against H..wahsey good luck 3G!!!ouh yah...just gotten the news that Jun wei and Samuel will join us in the match..baik ah!! currently chatting with Iskandar,Suu,Abdullah,Iman,Irfaan and meera(kinda)..wahsey my stomach pain sia....iskandar and his jokes..blaja india ngan gopi! haha! disturb ppl onli. blueks! klah i wanna blah ready.

HastaLaVista(:

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

hot in white

2009-05-24T21:37:00.006+08:00

did i mention kris looks superr cute/ hot when his in white?omg!!!I'm going gaga over hym liao.the song No Boundaries is stuck in my head!! kris's version of cos... currently chatting with ain,ahmad,suu,iman,abdullah(kinda) and fiann..buzy liao!! haha... trying to download the song permanent by david cok..but it seems my downloader is not working. asking for help from suu. hopefully her downloader is working...im waiting for abg to come home from jamming and studying for his paper tomoro(good luck). my everday routine lahh.tomoro got training!! ahh!!
k lah i wanna go..byes!

Current songs i'm addicted to:
Addicted by Stevie Hoang
No Boundaries by Kris Aleen (:
Heartless by Kris Allen (:
Permanent by David Cook
Bless the Broken Road by Rascal Flatts

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I'm missing my peeps rite now. i miss my darling hadi!! i miss my pink hulk!atiqah i miss my alien fiqahh. i miss my fat adek(alepz). i miss my crazy partner meera! i miss my bank ahmad.i miss my G.G mai. i miss my long lost bestie Iman. i miss my Suu alot2. i miss my emo hid. i miss my kak qillah! i miss my group 4 members!omg i miss manymany ppl!! arggh!!! i can't wait till tomoro!! school rocks! -_-

connection lost

2009-05-24T15:38:00.006+08:00

hey peeps!!!

Sorry for not updating for the past few days...something went wrong with M.I.O...even the phone line wasn't working...tooot! something wrong with singtel.this wasn't the first tyme liao...stupid singtel...lol.. enough talking abt singtel...

On Friday got back my maths, humans and malay papers..flunked my maths and humans...and i mean FLUNKED!!! damn it. what am i suppose to tell abg hafiz? wahsey!!! then aft sch stayed back with pink hulk! to help her with the class t..called almost the whole class for thier sizes.blahblah.hariz came.i swear he was irritating.he kept oncalling me and pink hulk! baby and sayang..wahsey...he everytime like that.the other tyme he called me that he was rite infront of 4G and i think mr Imran was there..wahseyi feel like killing hym sia! and our class t damn nice lahh sey.. Black,Hot pink and White!!!i like the front design...can't wait to wear it..will be getting it on thurs!!!yes aH!!

Yesterday, rotted @ home. sat in front of the t.v the whole day. no internet connection nothing.abg was @ home the whole day. like finally! then at night mummy and ayah went out. so me abg and dedek camp-ed at the living room and watch princess diaries. cooked for abg maggie. i was starving. lucky mummy called. she brought home food! yummy! shared nasi patayah with abg. dedek went to bed with an empty stomach..haha. that bogay girl!

Today had madrasah. Got to meet my peeps. farah didn't come. me and putri disturb alia. then this old uztadz gave us lecture. the boys at the back were beign sacarstic..haha! then we have nick name.
-putri budak perempuan
-me budak dunman
-alia budakbudak
-syadza budak blurr
haha..putri andi were bored so we made up those shitzz...went home with her...here i am at home. waiting for the encore of american idol 8 tthe finale. abg's not @ home. he went for his jamming session. dono if ayah bringing us out or not. wahsey damn bored..

k i wanna go off but before that i'll post some recent pics...
hastaLaVista!

I realize my mistake
My pride got in the way
I shoulda begged you to stay

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kak faitah,syah and kak qillah!

Do we look alike?my kakak mahh!!

matching pants!! abg affar is loved!!!congrats abg!

i look like a primary school kid!

i look so short liao!!

OMG!!adam lambert is gay??!!!

Syah and benny..we're lovin it!!

A.M.M.S!!

Kris!!

2009-05-21T17:12:00.015+08:00

KRIS ALLEN WON!!!!
WOHOO!!!!

when ahmad's mum smsed hym the result,
i shouted like hell!!!
no teacher mahh!!!haha..
mummy also texted me the results!!!
yes ah...IMAN i told you he will win!!!
***blueks***
tak nak dengar!!!!lol!!!

Today was mostly free period..
paper checking mah...
so far i've gotten my combine sci, F&N and POA
Combine sci-62/100(not bad)
F&n-28.5/50(lucky i pasS)
POA-44/100(as expected)
but i think overall i pass these three sub...
not bad lahh..
tomoro more papers...Maths!!!
wahsey i scared liao!!
haha...
aft skol followed alien(fiqahh) go Simei .
we laughed throughout the whole journey.
nonstop from skol-east point-home.
too bad hothot pink hulk cannot go...
if not more funn.
took pics; as usual.
i'll upload them once alien has uploaded them..
ate at KFC..
wahsey alien damn disgusting liao!!hehe...
we talk alot of crap lahh..
haha..
then bussed home.

&to you,
i'm still waiting for ur real answer.
u can take ur time.
i can wait.

If you ever lost someone you truly
And if you ever lost someone you truly need
shout "yeah"

your wrong.

2009-05-20T20:17:00.004+08:00

yo peeps.
today is such a boring day..
no sch cos of marking day....hais..damn bored..
all i did was sit in front of the t.v...lol..
perangai gemok sia..
since there's nuthing to update about, i just want to say this.

there was a 80% chance we were getting back together...
but when i asked u y so sudden.
u said u didnt noe.
and that everyone is pestering you to patch back.
it shows that ur not sincere.
what for we patch up when ur not sincere?
its not going to make things better instead its going to be worst.
cos its not what u want.
trust me i noe how it feels..
and when i said i needed time, it didnt mean that i don't want us to get back.
and when i said u too needed time, i felt tat u rili need time to think this through..
kau ckp yg ade hikmah disebalek ini.
kau dpt tau sape kau nye real friends perr..
jadi selame ini aku tolong kau, aku protect kau aku bkn kwn btl kau ah?
u may think that i don't protect you cos u won't know.
and abt the A.M.S its from sec 1.
A.M.M.S is just this year.
y are u getting pissed of with it?
and u think ur the onli one whose feeling empty?
i too have feelings.
and u think ur the only one faking a smile?
i miss you too.
but the way u smsed me it seems that ur not sincere.
or mayb ur not ready.
i dono. whatever it is, i just hope u'll make ur decision carefully.
cos i don't want u to regret.

So you walk around like you don’t know me
You got a new friend, while I got homies
But in the end it’s still so lonely

thank you

2009-05-18T20:54:00.005+08:00

See the handsome/cute/hot guy up there??
well his mine...since meera took archie away from me...
KRIS ALLEN is mine...his wife can go and die lah...
haha...

the reason im posting again is to thank me darlings who have been there for me..
who listen-ed to all my craps and cheered me up...

Nur Atiqah Iskandar; this gal has been there for me 24/7 when i was down...she showered me wif her love and care...cheered me up with her crap...thank you babe...ILYSM!!!!
Nur Hadi Bin Saine; this darling of mine, even though we were 'separated' u still replied my sms and lend a listening ear despite ur own probs...ILY/IMY!!!
Datuk KaMal; this datuk of mine willingly spend his $$ sms-ing me throughout the nights....Your company was very much appreciated...gossiping about ppl and stufff...crapp abt ur future...haha...Thx!!! CUCUsygDatuk
Nur Sharfiqah Roslee;this gal ah...everyday at skol cheer me up...crapped with me just to make me forget abt what's going on...ILY!!!
Hazmira Binte Amin; my dearestt bestie!!! She was the reason i still have the strength...she was there calling me almost everynight asking me how was i doing... ILY to the core mann!!!

BacK!

2009-05-18T16:00:00.003+08:00

I'm Back!!
Yo Peeps!omg! i miss my blog so much..
haha...i glad that most of it is over..
A.M.S for life yeah??
this few weeks was tough..
exams were &*&^*%&$
last week rewanged @ ibu yati's place...
my abg dearest got married!!!
actuali his my cousin but we treart each other like siblings...
i practically grew up infront of hym...
so aft papers go to sengkang...for three days..
kak wasn't working..
we crapped alot!!!
i miss her so much!!
abg hafiz, kak's bf, also my tutor came too...
i tell u his damn crazy!!
haha..
he like to take candid photos of me and kak!!!
bluek..
bought kak the gossip girl hairband...
blahblah..
stayed overnight on fri...
slept at 2.40 and woke up ard 6++..
damn sleepy...
then on sat and sun was he event..
had fun..
took pic with kak dayah's big camera!!
yes ah..meera jgn jealous!!!!
haha...
and yeah..
i didnt study for my f&n at all..
hehe...
just now..
the f&n students were all lying down aft 30-40 mins of the paper...
and the d&t student were still struggling to do..
hehe...
that shows that we f&n students didnt study and did anyway-how..
haha!!!
the went to watch Xmen!!!
gerek..
we were damn noisy...
biase lahh..
tomor Lc and we're done!!!
woohooo..
can't wait!!!!
oh yah i bought new earpice..
its blue in colour...
ihow i wish it was purple...
hehe.
purple hulk mah!!!
hehe...

Purple hulk love Hothot pink hulk!!
(random sia!!)

I can feel you ,
Rushing through my veins,
There's an ocean in my heart,
I will never be the same.

X-Men crew

2009-05-07T22:14:00.006+08:00

see the pic?we are the X-men crew! don play play ehk!!!

basically they made my day...i love them so much!!
haha..today was the first paper...
eng paper 1 and 2...i screwed up big tyme..
damn...can't afford to fail...
blahblah..
stayed back...
had meeting with the X-men..
then went out of school...
went to our head Q...haha..
then we went exploring!!
fun giler..
tomoro beast going to blanje us...
yesh ah...
currently chatting with kamal the bee!!!hehe
k lah i wana go..
bye!!
u've changed, ur no longer my adek that i knew 2 years ago..

L.I.B.R.A.R.Y

2009-05-06T20:56:00.015+08:00

Hey world!
HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO FAISYA!!!
we both share the same name
-Roslan and syah!!!woohoo!!
we're sisters!!!lol!!!

-it was raining heavily in the morning.reached school late.i thnk ard 7.27 i think.lucky no detention.cos raining mahh..excuse..lol! and i was the onli one wearing slippers! haha...then school was as per normal.boring! miss poh is getting on my last nerves.just bcos we're in the G class, doesn't mean we're dumb okay?!FCUK ah!!nvr descriminate ppl!!what kind of a teacher are u?we're not useless okay?we're equally smart as those in F.its just that we donot take lit or Amaths.whatever bitch!!!ARRGGHH!!!

-aft school, stayed back to study with su,meera,fiqahh,teeq,ahmad and mai.went to the library cos got aircon!haha. studied for a while then camwhore all the way..teeq was superrcrazie!!!then karen, anza and faisyah came..haha..i didn't know faisya was friendly and supper hyperr!!!lol!!!made new friend!!!haha...i took anza's hoodie..nice lahh his hoodie!!then rite kamal was beign horny!!!haha...then kamal did something that made me pissed!!!actually no lahh more to paisey...but i step angry at hym..he became the bee of today...haha...then he wrote a very ugly sorry on his fullscape cos i dowan to talk to hym/listen to hym..haha...it was damn ugly ah...KAMAL!!!HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO YOUR FRIEND!!!DAMN YOU..U'RE DEAD MEAT I TELL YOU!!!then me,su,meera made kamal cry!!!haha..make hym laugh till tears welled up his eyes!!lol!blahblah...went home...chit chat wif ahmad and meera at alice...the went home at 6.10.

-i love todays poa lesson.atiqah,fiqahh,hariz and su were talking abt my dream and what shld i do..it was fun seeing them debate!!and and i noe khai was eve's droping!!!lolk lah i wanna go! bye!

walaupun ini bab yang baru,
ada masa arahku tak tentu,
tetap rindu kehadiran mu,
tidak patut,kerna ku takut

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pictures!!

presenting the most ugly-est SORRY ever!!

050509

2009-05-05T22:05:00.006+08:00

hey earth-lings!

-school was okay...as per normal...some tears were shed today...missed-communication..that's all...im positively sure things will go back to normal for both of you...i hope so!!

-aft skol..stayed back..waited for ahmad,su,meera to take their chem retest...stayed back wif mai,yunie and syiqin...did poa...then chit chat...then yunie and qin went off aft buying for my kakak(cikgu hafsa) milo...haha..got 20 cents from her as tips..lol...mai and i were bored..doodle-ed ard with my colour pens...i was all emo..i dono why...until i didn't even see hym walking past me..lol...then i camwhored wif mai (kinda)...bored mahhh...then we decided to do some detective work..lol..mai was the look out..and i did the dirty work.. then played "catching" with mai in 4G...haha..cos 3G was occupied....i shouted freakin loud until Bernard went out..haha..he tot we siow..then he gave us some chem questions to try out..walande..ahmad dono how to copy properly liao..i had headache reading this notes...got missing info..lols..then completed it..ahmad, alhanis,atiqah and fiqahh were done...crapped ard..fiqahh and atiqah had to go home...then 4 of us talked abt our X men characters..lol..had funn...meera came out later...then walked to alice...continued till 6.40 i think..fun liao.. i'm SHADOWCAT!!!! haha..
then went home...had tuition..smsed atiqah throughout...omg..i dono coordinates...damn...blahblah..chated with hym for awhile...talked abt soccer..lol..i was like damn blurr i tell u...haha..he is nervous abt tonight's match:Man U vs Arsenal..haha..he supports Arsenal...haha..then blahblah...now here i am.. so far only revised maths...haha...ANYONE WANTS TO STUDY WIF ME???ANYONE???

When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
but my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

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Pictures!!!

P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S

2009-05-04T20:57:00.006+08:00

old times!!!

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what i do every night...

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Practical Exam!!!

Frendy/dun peng's fried rice

Kenneth's potato balls with cheese gravy[?]

Nabilah/my chocolate fudge cookies!!!

Fruitella's menu !!!lol

Ahmah Asyraf Abdullah's chocolate cake..nice sia!!!!

kitchen time!!

2009-05-04T20:24:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUDDIN!!!!

A.K.A KHAI.P*

- today was a normal skol day...except for the temp taking part liao!!!we had to take twice for every single day.. walande!!leceh siol!!stupid swine flu...today got 2 assembly..toot sia...chem was okay...had 2hrs of chem...cos mr imran didn't come..or shld i say 'my dad' cos thats what they call hym...stakat aku jadyy eng rep jerr...akulagy kene dere rbk gile nk mps...hehe....2nd assembly..sat with teeq..i tell you she's a torture i tell you...i think sh'e suffering from mad cow!!!lol!!!then aft skol got F&N practical exam...

-damn scary i tell you..we nvr practise our dishes...me and nabilah did anyhow...in the end it turn out nice...almost to perfection!!!haha..Frendy's/Dun Peng's fried rice was nice..but mr wong said it was salty..haha..idk lahh..kanneth's want was(??)..hehe...toook pics...oh yeah...the birthday boy stabed my finger with a knife!!!ouch!!he was like' ehk okay tk??okay tk??ade tu ader tu??"then i was like "ade ape khai??"..."uhh aderdarah??" then i said donhave...he like holding my hand and saying sorry...kekek sia...the blah blah...

-went home with Ahmad,Mai and Atiqah!!!crazy!!atiqah as usual talk on the phone alone..haha...ahmad was freaking out...blah blah...talked abt my dream and other ppl's love life..haha..then teman-ed atiqah back to sch to ease herself..hhaha..met Jowilly otw...the atiqah took her toy..hehe..they like so cute lahh..had fun..then went home ard 6.15 i think...then atiqa let out her feelings...listened to her stories...kinda sad...its okay dear..u still have me okay??n abt hym tk yah kesah lahh...haha sensitive sgt hehe....

-currently smsing her...bored...MYE is this thurs and i haven touch any books/ notes yet...walande...im bored!!
will be posting pics later...bye!!!

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

a boy named rasyid

2009-05-01T18:01:00.003+08:00

found this pic at meera's blog!!

haha acit so cute!!

actuall name is rasyid but acit is way cuter...

picture taken during the 3 and 4 n/a soccer match...
photo taken by meera..
editted by me!!

D.R.E.A.M.S

2009-05-01T11:38:00.007+08:00

I wanna know you by David ARchuleta and Hannah Montana....nice song!!tRying to find the mp3....

wont be updating till the computer is fixed..for now im using abg's lappy..which can be used on weedends and hols cos he has hmwk to be done..poly life...lols...and i reli want my dream to come true!! onli my dearest knows abt it...they say tomake it come true i must make the first move...im scared...what if he doesn't like me...i'll be so paisey...omg i reli dono what to do...im confuse...iwant my dream to come true but at the same time im scared to make it happen...im so confuse...someone help me!!all i want is to just talk to you and hear ur voice just like in my dreams...

i can't fool myself

its you and no one else

if i could wish upon tomorow

tonight will never end.

if u ask me i would follow

but for now i'll just pretend.

happy b'day to you

2009-04-28T10:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUMAYYAH BINTE ZULKIFLI!!

F&N

2009-04-28T10:24:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!currently in computer lab...having F&N...just finish discussing with mr Wong abt our Practical exam recipes...omg..next mon is the practical!!!!help!!!lols..im suppose to find out different kinds of garnishing Techniques...gtg...recess time!!!yes ah!!!sayonara

X-Men

2009-04-27T22:27:00.004+08:00

Just remembered, during malay class, rasyid and benny gave everyone roles in X-men...
these are some of those i remembered..

Benny-wolverine
Syah-shadow cat
Ahmad-beast
Rasyid-Cyclops
Alhanis- ice man
hariz-toad
Atiqah-Jean Grey/phoenix
Gopi- pryro
teeq-storm
Hadi-spike

thats all i can remember...haha...3g-ians what can i say..we rock!!!

im so jealous when i look at kamal's and maya's photos!!!omg so cute liao...damn jealous i tell you...!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2009-04-27T19:56:00.005+08:00

hey peeps!took 53 to school again..missed 81..hehe...then alighted 1 bus-stop b4 esso...then took 12 i think...and he was theRe..my heaRt began to beat fasteR.haha..the alighted at esso..walked quickly..dono why..Reached sch..as usual eveRyone had went to the paRade gRoud..saw ahmad..he told me that today was Red cross's tuRn to do flag Raising...i began to panick..walked quickly to paRade gRound..su told me lee sheen was finding me..then mdm salha asked us to do flag Raising..at last su did her flag Raising.. i was the commandeR!!omg..i had foRgotten what to command..tRied to RemembeR what the commands were..lucky RemembeRed..soon it was oveR..pheww...dono who doing tomoRo...sch was okay..alepz didn come to sch..as expected...blahblah...sent hiddy to sick bay..went back to class..packed her bag and went back theRe again...then got assembly..sat wif benny as always..blahblah...then sch ended...tot got tRaining..mR faiRuz came to me say all cca step down Ready cos of MYE..like toot sia..the tRaining cancelled..then had this MOE test/suRvey...mepek gileRR..the booklet was supeRR thick!!!then went to collect can lids wif su and meeRa aRd the sch...then saw atiqah and hadi...she looked supeRR sad..went up to heRR..asked heRR what happened..then she told me...then i left with heRR without telling them..i'm so soRRi..i'm just not a good fwen to u guys...im soRRi to meeRa foRR huRRting you...but u guys weRe buzy with each otheR so i went..im so soRi!!then talked to atiqah at the basketball couRt..then walked2 aRd...then payed socceRR with imRan and hadi...haha..geRek!!!dah lameRR tak lepak ngan dorg...then went home with hadi...oh yah atiqah was supeRR cRazy..she kept on talking on the phone without anyone on the other side of the line..haha..SIOW!!!!then at bus-stop, met hym and iskandar..lol..like wow...i just updated hadi abt hym then he appeared..hadi was beind a big big bustaRd..he kept on like pointing to hym..damn sia...i threw his headphone on the gRound the walked off..lol..peRangai setan sia..then took21...stopped at inteR...then walked all the way home..tiRed!!nvm longer tyme to update on ouR lives Rite hadi??heRe i am...blogging..im feeling very low...damn...going to do maths lateR..step Rajin sia!! ahahah...adios!!

- alpez i cant change you when u uRself don't want to..u asked me foR a second chance..but u aRe thRowing it away just like that..i dono what to do with you animoRe...now i leave it all to you...have funn being someone uR not..

- atiqah don't woRRy..i'll always be theRe foR you no matteR what alRite??love ya!!

-su and meeRa i'm supeRR soRRi if i hurt you guys...im just not a good fRiend foR u guys...

-hadi haRiz has nvR been my best fRiend and will nvR be one okayy??

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

ARCHIE!!

2009-04-26T21:16:00.004+08:00

OMG PPL!!!! ISn't he cute??His mine!!! I'm sorrie meera but his just to cute too resist!!!haha...onli insane ppl won't fall for him..omg!!GORGEOUS!! haha....dont u dare steal hym away from me...or else....hehe

-GOOD LUCK BOYS FOR TOMORROW'S MATCH!!WON'T BE WATCHING YOU GUYS PLAY..GOT TRAINING..SORRI..BUT I'LL TRY MY BEST KAYS...

L.O.V.E

2009-04-26T15:35:00.005+08:00

hey all...
today had madrasah...
went alone...dedek wasn't feeling well...
reached madrasah early as always....bklahblah...
putri and farah came...talked abt speech day with putri....
then updated abt our life and love life....talked abt true love...
then like every lesson ustadz got say his name... -.-
then they all distrub me..haha... (we kinda always share abt our love life..)

we as in: alia,putri,farah and me...
the dumb-est thing is that i just realised that one of my classmates had the same name as hym...
how dumb can i be!!!!
then bus-sed homee...continued to talk abt "kasih sayang"..lol...
farah,farah...haixx...dono what to say abt you...lol!!!
i wana go out...need to buy a new contacts,and hair acessories for school....
but no one wants to...mummy is just playing lazy!!!
*&^&)(^%*....
im bored!!!
and sori for the previous one line posts...lazy to type long long lah!!
hehe...katekan aishyah...haha...
adios!!!

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else

2009-04-25T18:14:00.004+08:00

If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

2009-04-23T21:48:00.001+08:00

too much has to be done yet so little time...

2009-04-22T21:53:00.001+08:00

my throat hurts so much!!! but its worth it!!!

VICTORY!

2009-04-22T20:09:00.010+08:00

hey!

CONGRATS TO 3N/A FOR WINNING TODAY'S MATCH...YOU GUYS DID GREAT!!!no regrets on treating you guys 1big bottle of ice lemon tea and 2 small ones...SCORE: 8-5...gerek perr!! KhaiP* scored 6 goals...hariz and imran scored 1 each i think...imran scored!!! haha...irfaan was suffering from cramps...he like all of sudden like drop the ball when he was just abt to throw it back into the game..ppl thought that he was acting...went up to him to see if we was okay....talked to hym for awhile..he was like lying on the canteen side walk...then still can pose like a slutt there..haha....OMG!!!miss hym...

today had f&n test..failed it...10/24..damn it...sch was okay...nuthin much happened...frendy drew on my hand again...during f&n...he smsed me...frendy saw...frendyy shhshh kays??had malay oral aft skol..screwed it up...i spoke in eng to cikgu no leher..@^%#*(@...damn it sia..

then went to the match..rann to the shop wif suu to go buy them their drinks..then came back just in time....su and i were like mad girl shouting and cheering for the boys..lols...we even drew 'banners' when we saw the sec 4 carrying a big no. 4!!! haha...then blahblah...acit had an umbrella ready for himself..lols..sat at the 2 floor...the sec 4 girls was like shouting his name and asking where he was..then they shouted my name and asked me...like $&^$^&%...tk perlu sia...then when he walk past..shout syah!! maner syah!!!syah!!!what the black..they ppurposely asked hym to play...then was like cheering hym on then shout my name again...im there to support my friends... n yes i do like him but u guys need no tell the whole sch...i was really ticked off by then...fiqahh saw my expression and she was cooling me off...the when i wanted to go to the bathroom, she was like aishyah chill ah...agghh...then sat back on the staircase...cheered on the guys..thenn blahhblahh...match finished..went home...said goodbye to the boys..then there they were calling out my name and his name again...haixxx whatever lahh...told meera abt it...then she was like...i think he likes you...come on lahh meera saperr nk suker aku ko blang aku..lol...then crapped shitss...wasnt enjoying it though....haixx..then took 3...iskandar was in the bus..smiled at hym...then stared into blank space... blahhblah..
picture time!!!
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bye ppl!
ps:i'm no angry with u guys but i feel just an pinch of irritation...

i feel so UNTOUCHED

Crappingg outt

2009-04-21T19:36:00.003+08:00

-hey all!!
nice or not my "tatoo"??nice rite??haha...FRENDY helped me with it..lol...he was bored during f&n and decided to vandalize my hand...hehe...then he taught me how to draw a very nice star...haha...lawa gilerr ah...

-today was ok...did 2 tests...ss and phy...didn't study for ss like always...cnfrm fail..didn manage to complete my part B...DIE!!!im hating ms poh more and more each day...for phy...i think i did pretty well..first time im confident for phy....haha...cos got pay attention in class mahh...other classes were okay..geog was superr fun...superr!!!teeq kept on lesbian-ing with meera...haha...me and hiddy can't stop laughing...meera was freaking out..then teacher came and scolded teeq...the hiddy kept on laughing...then she also kena scolded...then still can laugh some more...LOL!!!haha...teeq with her all-black...lol...

- aft skol did P.O.A with yunie...the others had s.s remedial...then crazy2...then they all came back ready go find can lids...i tell u very funny!!!Su almost went in the recycling bin..haha...we were damn paisey..lol!!! andand while me and yunie were doing our p.o.a, he was there playing takraw...OMG!!!!haha...then abt 430 like that went home...got pissed off with mummy...lazy to elaborate..had to fetch dedek..damn sia...how i wish abg is here...haixxx...chatted with hym for awhile before fetching dedek...his neither playing nor supporting tomoro's match. ): so sad liao....haha...anyways GOOD LUCK BOYS!!! make 3N/A PROUD kayss??haha....

-klah i wanna do my hmwk that has been pailing up from last weekk..haixx..midyear's in 2 week and i haven start my revision...damn sia!!!

teeq:all-black
meera:all-white
syah:all-purple
hiddy:all-red
alepz:all-pink

some lame shitt we members from group 4 came up with...lols..

-alepz..i wish u could stop with all this nonsense...i'm trying my best to change u but it seems ur just becoming worse than before,i'm out of words for you already...

bye ppl!!!

Too Many Barriers

2009-04-20T20:43:00.001+08:00

Stay My Baby

the past

2009-04-20T20:02:00.005+08:00

-the above are pics from my sec 1&2 life...gosh how i miss those times...almost all of the 3 n/a tis year have been in the same class as me...i miss irfaan and his crazy attitude that won't fail to cheer us up when we're down...GOSH!! im having flash backss....but i'm glad that both classes are bonded...we cheer on each other....and speaking of being bonded, i have an announcement!!!
ON WEDNESDAY 220409, there will be a soccer match between 3F&G vs 4G&H!!!! yes ah.... i can't wait!!!

-Today went to skol...boarded 53...then 9...reached skol....went for morning assembly.....had contact time...then chem,mt,recess,eng,maths and then assembly!!!for assembly the sec 3s had to perform for international friendship day....3G performed a japanese traditional dance...i was about harverting...i tell u we were freakingout in the avt..and more when we were @the backstage...we had to tie our hair up into two pony tails...i tell u i look freakingly ugly....backstage, benny gave me, nabilah, atiqah and fiqahh hugs...the shook everyone's hand.. and i was our turn..i tell you damn paisey...but we had funn!!!imran made it more lively!!!then it was 3F's turn, wished them luck and went off...love their performance...as usual...3G supported 3F like crazy!!!! then it was tyme for results...3F was the winner...3G was 3rd..its okay...at least we were all in this together...haha...step high school musical sai...lol...cheered for both classes!!! then assembly ended...3G performers were being so hyper...waited for the camera mann...haa...we were the onli class how took pics...i tell you kecoh gilerr!!!haha...overall had funn...

-then ran to class..got ready for speech day rehearsal...blahblahh...tiring....but funn lahh for mee...long tyme nvr do footdrill...andand this tyme he went for rehearsal!!!!omg...i can see him from my view..well kinda!!!haha..then rehearsal ended...trained for awhile then went back to class..changed..andandhe was there!!!haha..blahblah..the went home...I'm SO TIRED!!!! lol..

-kay byes!!

Gone crazy since the moment i met you

Goodbyes

2009-04-19T20:38:00.007+08:00

hey eaRthlings!!!

yesteRday went to the aiRpoRt to send mama nita and abah to mekkah...aRd 4++ we went off...

befoRe thatt.. in the moRning..online-d..cRapped with fiRdaos...haha..step gangsteR ah kite due... nk gadoh pki buku and kuali..lol...hahas... translation: both of us weRe tRying to be gangsteRs..want to fight with books and fRying pans..lol!!! then got ready..blahhbkahh..Reached aiRpoRt..took pics..waited for abah and mama to depaRt...teaRs Rolled down ouR cheeks as we bid faRewell to them...excluding me..but i could feel myself teaRing up...contRolled myself...i could feel the lost as both mama and abah weRe like my paRents...in my mind, i was picturing what if mama and abah were being Replaced by mummy and ayah...omg!!!i would be cRyingg a RiveR mann!!! then we went to T3...walked aRd then went home...

Today had madRasah...as usual we went bonkers...talked abt crushes and stuff..didn't pay any attention at all...OMG...i love my madrasah babes alot!!!!haha..then went home..went giant...thenwent home...then used the comp...then ironed my Red cRoss uni...no staRch!!! aRRgghh...tomoro full dRess ReheaRsal for speech day..haixx..i foRgoot how to polish my boots!!!.. i need abg Im!!! hehe...now here i am...blogging.. just finish editting pics from yesterday...ENJOY!!! do comment yeah?

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(syah and alia during madrasah)

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tats all folkss..gtg...maybe updating tomoro...

happy rotting!!!

wonderful snapshots

2009-04-17T23:29:00.007+08:00

hey earth-lings..
yest was boring...
so started to edit some pics and got meera hooked up to it too...
we shared our pics with each other....
and here are the picss.. enjoy!! more coming up aft they are edited
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syah's photography

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meera's photography

(my favourite)

160409(continued)

2009-04-17T23:04:00.007+08:00

1st dream house

syah&meera

my 2nd dream house!!!

syah and benny

hid and syah

yo peeps..those photos were from yest field trip...lazy to post all of it..hehe...im tired..
lol!!!
byess..

160409

2009-04-16T21:13:00.004+08:00

first of all,i would like to say this:

Happy 16 birthday to Alhanis!!!!

-may allah bless you with many2 wonderful things

-blaja rajin2 kay

-jgn asyik main guitar jer..hehe...

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so today went to serangoon gardens for IPW...

i tell u the houses were like freaking big ah...

all my dream house lorr...

hehe..omg how i wish to stay there....

haixx..

went ard the the houses ask quetions..

blahh2..

dogs were freaking big...

fiqahh and me can die sia..

lol...

then we were like late ah..

hehe....

biase lahh..ouh i forgot i was wif vanessa also...

then we ran like amazing race..

haha..

mepek sia...

then snap here snap there...

kay enough blabbering..

its tyme for pics!!!!!!!!!!!

enjoy....

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me and b'day boy hehe...

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more pics to be uploaded soon..

no tyme...sori

adiyos amigos...

f&n

2009-04-14T09:53:00.003+08:00

Hey Earthlings!!!!

currently in computer lab 1...

having f&n...

my groups done and i'm disbrubing ppl haha...

imran and gang is like viewingf ppl's blog so i privated mine...

hehe...

for awhile onli...later i unprivate again....

alepz not in skol..

i hope his okay....

haixx......

i gtg.....

bye ppl!!....

maybe blogging again later...

SOYONARA!!!

2009-04-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

I'm not in the mood to post today...
hated today....
damn it...
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alepz, stay strong alrite...
i'm sure ur grandma will be in SYURGA...insya'allah
i know how you're feeling...
anithing just sms me kays...
kak syg adek banyk2...
jgn buat kerja merepek tau...

(eventhough he won't read my blog..)

thank you

2009-04-12T22:12:00.001+08:00

FIRDAUS IS THE HERO OF TODAY!!!!

thank you soo much!!!
i owe you one!!!

110409

2009-04-11T18:09:00.004+08:00

see those two gays up there??
well i miss them like crazy...
its been a long tyme since i lepaked with them...
its been awkward with hadi since "that day"...
alepz has not been attending school and i have so much to tell hym...
without alepz my school days are boring....
argghh...
alepz come to sch pls....
imissyou lah my adek tersayang!!!!!!
this week was kinda okay.....
the best part is that he smsed me..!!!
hehhe...
and to iman...
congrats for finding someone new to love..
hehe...

so today had p.o.a in the morning....woke up,bathe,uploaded songs to phone,and went of..
met my galfriends at the basketball court...ncc air had training....they were wearing no.4...gosh i pitied them...benny came, sat wif us...he/she was smartly dressed....hehe...then p.o.a started...sat wif benny...talked....laughed...crapeed..copied benny's work..hehe...and rasyid almost killed me...haha...with a bottle of ice water..lol....then ate and went home..otw home..me ,su,meera were walking while crapping and firdaus and friend jogged past us...when we reached the excersice corner, they jogged past us again...that showed us that we were walking extreamly slow....EXTREAMLY....then rott @ home....iskandar introduced me to a new song called falling faster...its kinda nice..hhehe...

to firdaus...u can't lie to me...i have my sources...heheh

thats all for today..
bye ppl...!!!

pics(040409)

2009-04-10T22:55:00.012+08:00

3Rd post of the day...
heRe aRe some of the pics fRom my biRthday celebRation @ Sengkang on 040409...ignoRe my face....i was sick and veRy tanned!!!

(syah&fiqah aft my bash)

(my scRumptious cake)

(kids)

(ibu yati,syah,mummy,dedek and abg)

(ibu yati,syah,mummy,dedek and ayah buncit)

(ibu yati,syah,mummy,dedek,kak ijah and supeRR haziq)

(izzul,syah,kak ijah,amiRul,abd opit and haziq)(take 1)

(take 2)

thats all foR now..
i wanna head off to lala land..
nites dumplings!!!

100409

2009-04-10T18:44:00.008+08:00

oh god...i miss those days mann...we would stay back and laugh ouR ass off...when cann we do it againn??we aRe now busy wif ouR own stuff...ouR own pRobs...i just wish we could be close like the 1st teRm again...*sigh*...
kays enough of emo-ing...today is good fRiday and all i did was Rot @ home..no life sia...hehe...used the com...watch t.v.....use the com....watch t.v....used the com.....bathe....went to elias mall...bbought stuff foR mummy...and moRe computeR-ing....haixx...my life is a boRe....found new songs...loving the song cRazieR by tayloR swift, heRe comes goodbye by the Rascal flats i think...i foRgot the band...ayah is planing on wetheR to go E!Hub oR not... tomoRo got P.o.A....haixx...i wanna watch movies..who wants to go wif me??haha....klahh nuthing to post Ready...let me end this post wif a line oR two from the lyRics of CRazieR

-I was trying to fly
but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

Tired..

2009-04-10T12:57:00.003+08:00

I'm So T.I.R.E.D!!
aren't u guys tired??
i'm tiRed with school, home,and life...
homewoRk,homewoRk,homewoRk...
test,test,test....
tRaining,tRaining,tRaining....
tuition,tuition,tuition....
nagging,nagging,nagging...
pRoblems,pRoblems,pRoblems...
when is this going to end??
Dunman SecondaRy is making me cRazy....
Mr ImRan is making me insane eveRy single day...
haixx...
Mid-yeaR is just aRd the coRneR...
i'm still not pRepaRed....
I'm just metally and physically tiRed....**sigh**

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-atiqah daRling....don't be sad, i undeRstand uR situation....i've gone thRough whateveR uR going thRough Rite now...n the onli advice is to enduRe it....soon oR lateR its gonna get betterR...tRust me... n i noe it sucks being the middle child...cos uR always in the middle...not much attention is given to us.... just endure kay daRling...and i'm always heRe to listen to uR cRies...luv ya...